GOD IS GOOD. unfairly good ! so good, that i can never ever make it fair.
if you guys read my previous post below, you will know that i'm looking for Lord of All by Hillsong London. i was trying to download the song the past few days, but couldnt find it anywhere. and hillsong london isnt as popular as the aussie one, so lesser people own the disc. after the stayover ytd, i headed over to pearlyn's place to do project at around 11. thank god we were able to finish it. i was just walking around in the living room, and that was when i saw two music CDs. i decided not to be nosey and take a look, but i got bored walking around after awhile, and when i came back to that same spot, i took a look at the CDs. i saw the back were some song titles and all. then i turned to the front, and WOOOOO. I FOUND THE CD! JESUS IS BY HILLSONG LONDON ! i was just in shock, and i ran over to pearlyn sharing my excitement. heh i ripped the songs, and used simon's com to send over to my com, where zac and eugene was on it back at my place.
JESUS IS.
THANK YOU NU-ER. <3
man ! God is good ! i was contemplating buying the CD the next time i was at rock bookstore. i had been trying to download the album the past few days, and finally got it ! wooooo. it truly, truly is, the dektos year of the Lord, where salvation and FREE favors will profusely abound in my life ! AMEN. i love the word FREE ! FREE. NO STRINGS ATTACHED. thats how good our god is. amennnn.
after that, went home, stoned around for a bit, then zac went home, left me and eugene. we were to elias and eat. lol we were a little too ambitious so we ordered a medium sized dish from the zhi char stall for each of us. lol the plate's like for two people to eat. LOL. the serving is huge man. i finished mine, but eugene died halfway. ahahaha. good chat, he never ever fails to make me laugh. and there's a serious side to him too. one of the people with the best character and personality i've ever seen. he's just been misunderstood too many times. sure, he'll own you if you offend him, but man, he's really good to his friends. he's the only guy, who has ever come to my house, and volunteered to help me do the dishes. amazing.
i used to think those from good schools, where the people are more cultured, are better friends. i used to think that super holy people had good character. i used to think that those people who seem nice, have good character.
but i was wrong.
people from good schools, most of them, not all, however cultured they are, turn into snobs, who mix with others of their calibre, and shun those who arent as smart as them, or arent as rich, or on a different social level. crap character. i'm not against people from good schools. alex is from a good school. he hasnt got crap character. lol. dont pass a judgement on me so fast :) i said most.
super holy people ? you can act holy, but hey, i've got a knowledge that i'm MADE holy by the cross. i dont need to act holy, i dont need to serve crazy in church to prove i'm holy. there's nothing to prove. the only proof is the bible. i bet some of you are thinking "sure not. dont anyhow say lah. anyhow make your own assumptions." LOL. come lah, spirit of unbelief. i give you the reference. hebrews 10:10
10And by that will, we have been made holy through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.
happy now ? :)
people who seem nice. everyone can be nice. but when the rubber meats the road, when a situation crops up, when misunderstandings happen, when mountains or problems, or a small tiff or disagreement comes up, cant show love. they find it difficult. or more rather, they choose not to show love. and only the love of Christ, can change you inside out. cause when the rubber meats the road, its not what you did in the past. its not whether you were nice, kind and loving in the past. its whether you can be now.
after that headed home. got boreed, so decided to crash justin's place. ahahah he's got a pretty nice and decent house. simple :) went out to salck for a bit, get a drink cause we were thristy, talked about stuff, then headed back. dota-ed till 5. LOL.
okay. its a weird timing. 4 pm in the afternoon. going out for a dinner with mabel and a few others, followed by justin's birthday later :) i proclaim! that tonight will be good, despite the circumstances. wooooo. i'm truly, truly blessed. though i falter, grace is still, for the undeserving. and NO ONE. can ever change grace to being only for the undeserving. because the deserving dont need Jesus. and no one can ever change grace, because they didnt die for my sins, and because, this is the way the kingdom operates. like it or not. i'm of this kingdom. love me, hate me, its okay. i'm still of this kingdom. God still loves me. :) hate me, its okay. you're missing out on the opportunity to spend time with the one who Jesus loves. (((:
god is good, all the time.
all the time, god is good.
