promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Friday, September 28, 2007
-Friday, September 28, 2007
hello all! i know its been quite a while since i posted. o levels are in 3 weeks. somehow i'm not freaking out yet. something must be wrong with me. oh wells on the other stuff:
haha i want a pair of red/white skinnys! haha! (:
oh yea. i wan NUM slippers! anything's fine, so long as its nothing to gay. lol
heh i've nothing much to post on. i dont really care bout life anymore. heh
JuL scribbled at 12.02 AM. contradiction.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
-Thursday, September 06, 2007
the holidays have been somewhat bullshit. i've been dotaing every night with best teammates alex and mabel, and occasionally justin and sam. and its good. i do mug like in the daytime, with breaks in between, but somehow my mom just doesn't want me on the com.
reading many people's blogs, looking at the photos, hearing people talk bout the outing after the anni on saturday and mabel pawning at foosball, i would have really given up anything to go for the anni. the anni was so well planned as so i heard and so much effort was put in, and i really wanted to just go for that one day, and my mom just had to make me go tuition for that day, and she says it isn't that important. THEN WHY ON EARTH WOULD IT HAVE BEEN ON SUCH A LARGE SCALE?! i just don't get it sometimes. and tuition is more important. sure my studies are more important thatn a church anniversary, but one tuition isn't gonna make a lot of difference, considering my maths is pretty stable.
i'm still pretty sore about it all, and i'm not ready to forgive my parents so soon. give me maybe till after my results come out. i'm still pretty sore about it. when people talk about it, i know i'll never be able to remember anything about the anniversary. my chirstian life has somewhat been down, and for the first time in my life, coming to church now feels like a chore more than ever, and i just really needed this anniversary to reconcile with god, and to patch up with friends, and catch up on the tiimes, to build up the so many friendships which i have broken.
sometimes i don't know if its worth it all. maybe what dino said was right? i don't part of this church.
JuL scribbled at 11.20PM. do't try to.