Thursday, June 30, 2005
-Thursday, June 30, 2005
Its bak to skool..haha 4th day into skool...only thing thats fun is making music during DNT class and slacking for 4 periods of art of wednesday..an monday theres PE other than that..Maths sux cos the teacher is some person who cannot teach properly...haiz..Jesse's comin this friday..haha really gotta try to make him have the time of his life here..Sian..My com's alot better now..haha internet connection faster...hey lio!!!i can play on Mirc liao...nxt time we play together ok bro?Dun forget me Church buddies..though we have nto been talking and drifted due to my heavy commitment in GNK,everything that happens to me is god's plan...so Peace out ppl..Take care guys..
JuL scribbled at 9.20 PM.Peace out.ABCDEFGHIJ=Anti Bear Clan Delegation Especially For Guys Hu Ignore Jun Xiong...Thats right! Jun Xiong is the Nipple-Bear!!
Sunday, June 26, 2005
-Sunday, June 26, 2005
Realli tired now..schools back now..cannot wait to see frenz..but that means i gotta get bak to lessons..i gotta chiong my studies man..went lan with jesse today..haha den he came over to my house had dinenr talked then he went bak..luckily he's staying over this friday..haha life is a bit how to say.....retarded and cocked up?When i can paly the computer, its cocked up..i no time to play the com works fine..haiz..and now i gotta stomachache..chao so difficult to sleep...screw..haiz..
JuL scribbled at 1.27 PM.Fighting Against yourself is nto the answer.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
-Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Really tiring day..went for basketball training today...haiz..its like i am getting sick of doin chinese..and my mom is hounding me at my bak..super irritating..sometimes u juz wish that all those ppl around u will disappear...haiz..things are not goin rite fer me....man..My mom is irritatin..
Bought a new com..haha
JuL scribbled at 1.32 AM.Nutz.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
-Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Went lan yesterday with Mo,Jeremy,Sam goh and joe chua...den went home and Xx was at my house..he says fixing the piano is beyond his capabilities..haha today was stupid...spent the day doing chinese and msging...no play..rotting at home..really dumb..my parents say last week of holiday...must get rdy fer skool..I say..enjoy holz b4 goin bak to skool...must release stress..Madly in luv..*winkz*
JuL scribbled at 12.06 AM.I love u...
Saturday, June 18, 2005
-Saturday, June 18, 2005
Hahax...lets see wad MamaX did today...lol Happy Birthday Asriel!!haha went to play lan with lio and asriel today from 10 to 1.30..Lio, thx for the shirt!!Wow, lio told me bout some book he read today bout heaven and hell..hey lio thx fer sharing with me..gave me a new insight..hopefully i can learn to walk in god's footsteps more..haha den went to comics connection to buy Naruto VCD...lolx den went to Church for jam session..wah i got to play bass and guitar both plugged in for every song..haha the sensation was incredible!Church, get rdy for new songs like....haha not telling!gonna rock the house down!!Praise the lord..Happy birthday Winnie and Nicholas too!haha den went to plaza sing again to eat ramen!!!haha guess wad i ordered?Naruto's favourite ramen.....---Cha Sao Ramen!!haha den Joel lost his wallet den went to help him find but still could not find..wah his ic inside sia..eh joel feel sry fer ya..but cheer up bro!haha=] den went to yamaha to fool around with the piano and jimmy taught me awesome god intro...lolx haha
Today was a logn day but it was worth it..thx lord!
JuL scribbled at 9.12 PM.Get ready the lord is coming
-Saturday, June 18, 2005
Haha..i got my phone plan!!lolx my parents not very 'appy bout it but then its like 'why u care?i paying myself..' that sorta thing..so yea its 25.20 bucks permopnth but its worth it..haha been playing arnd with the phone..still lots of things i dunno how to use yet lolx..tomolo goin out with asriel and lio..haha too bad i got chruch..haha btw ppl my number is 81287597
JuL scribbled at 5.12 AM.O.0
Thursday, June 16, 2005
-Thursday, June 16, 2005
Been an ok day fer me..when i woke up my parents were out so went to play com..haha den they came bak round 12 then ate lunch..studied till round 5 den went to swim den had dinner with xue xing cos he came to my hse to help my mom fix her com..lolx..its a new one..they just making fianl touches..he's stil here lolx..haha
JuL scribbled at 12.44 AM.-.-
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
-Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Went out today with Sam Goh, Rachel Chan,Eugenia Jeremy and Joel....haha went to Marche den took neoprints den wentto Zone X...den i lost my handphone there!!!haiz..lucky my mom nvr scold..thx every1 fer ay prayers...haha hopefully can get a new number ASAP...Check this page out often to find out my new number...
Monday, June 13, 2005
-Monday, June 13, 2005
Did work today and now super sian..downloading DOD stuff..wanna go out tomolo but elaine evelyn and joseph cannto make it..hey guys nxt time yea??haiz..its super boring at home and i gotta suffer 4 more days b4 the weekends and then 3rd week of holidays gone..wtf man..i also dunno wadi am doin..crap hey Jesse!u are bak..haha gr8..sian..ireally wanna go lan..
JuL scribbled at 11.09 PM. Is it just me or is it you?
-Monday, June 13, 2005
Hey guys...just came back from youth camp at arnd 7.. really tired and went to take a nap...so now wake up..haha youth camp was really fun andi finally went down to orchard area after like dunno how many bloddy mths..haha Joel's refined version of Tell the world Beta version 0.5...lol HEy joel,we did the big mac chant eh?haha my timing:2.02 seconds Joel's timing:3.987 eh joel lets work on it k?bet we are the only 2 ppl in WRPF to do it..lolx no one else got guts haha..hey lio u goin Phuket?O man..sry to hear that..well u gotta Take Care of ya self k?and where's tim matt and babax??so mepty lo..church today..eh lio church piano spoiled eh..and yesterday's worship was a bit screwed but it was nice...haha and i gotta start doin my work again...wtf la..well guys tc g2g..many things to do on comp..
JuL scribbled at 3.11 AM.2 all-beef patties,special sauce,lettuce, cheese,pickles,onions on a sesame seed bun.
Friday, June 10, 2005
-Friday, June 10, 2005
Its been a real tiring day..study study..went to dg in the afternoon for drum class..played an hour of lan by myself at HQ...bought more habbo creds and tomolo is the mini youth camp shit...i really regret goin..i mean i dun wanan go at all lo..i dun really mix arnd with sec 1 & 2s besides my GNK group...haiz..hope it will turn out fine but e main reason i am goin is not cos i wanna go but is to skive away from work...lolx..haha at least better than reading chinese all day..Want to speak chinese go china...singapore got hokkien cantonese and english liao..dun come n make life mroe difficult for us..We SGians work 46 hours a wk...more than france n Japan..screw ah..so cocked up world...*I just wanna live in a mordern world..cos u are my ah gurl..*
JuL scribbled at 12.08 AM.Purity masks the imperfections, making life seem what it is not.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
-Thursday, June 09, 2005
Yea Serene, Don came over today to jam..Shawn was still coughing so he couldn't come..was real fun den after they went home..i got a lecture from my mom...its just like she puts me down alot and then she blows up e matter and make me feel like a loser in lfie and i feel like suiciding..its really traumatising...haiz..den when she lectures me..i have to look at here and all along a cannot focus very well..so its like if i stare or focus at something for 5 minuts or more..e center of my forehead will hurt like xiao..haiz..screwed up world..
JuL scribbled at 4.27 AM.Fag.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
-Tuesday, June 07, 2005
went out wit lio n wen hao today to plan lan frm 10+ to 2...played hero siege where we leaked so we lost den played dota and got owned..sian..swam today fer an hour and now Xue Xing at my house helping me to fix e piano..wah he really helpful..tomolo Shawn, Don and Serene comin my house to practise fer worship on sunday..haha bit excited..really tired now and cun seem to keep my mind on studying...2 wks of the June Holz are gonna pass soon...haiz..so fast..
JuL scribbled at 8.02 PM.*scribble scribble*
Monday, June 06, 2005
-Monday, June 06, 2005
haiz..its realyl boring now..i go online n i dun even ahv e mood to play some games..i just wanna chat with some ppl..its darn boring at home...i am sick of everything..my dad kept nagging me to do my science and shit..i was thinking 'hey dad,go getta lfie...i read 5 hours fo readers digest..n i finished e whole bk..if u havn't read all the articles then u jolly well stfu'...its been a real tired day....
JuLscribbled at 10.05 PM.Eat me, Chew me.Period
Sunday, June 05, 2005
-Sunday, June 05, 2005
Went to church today and todays worship in GNK was really sucky man..i wish i could have done a better job...den went for practice to practise for nxt wk in the youth..haha den went out with Sam Goh,Joel Mo and Shawn..haha we played dota was really fun den i had to reach home by 7 so i choing cab all the way bak..haha made it at 6.57 PM..Lol and i went to stuff more shit into my bass drum to make the sound better but i still get the right sound for the toms....*Somehow find, You and I collide*haha this is the way i really feel..been listening to it and listening to coldpaly's speed of sound...trying to get inspiration to write my song..haha I gotta plan some stupid nutty study plan for the holidays..holz are gonna be so screwed man..my mom is seriously weird..I feel really lost in this world, sometimes i stare at the night sky and i think 'wads my purpose on this earth man?..' Is there another ghostly side beneath that i hav yet to discover?life sux and listening to music is like making me feel like i am dead...i gotta find some way to cheer myself up..i ahve been pulling a long face all day long haiz..i don't even really hav the mood to open my warcraft 3 and play some dota..i jsut miss talking to some of the ppl i used to talk too..i guess i am suffering of chronic boredom...I jsut wish i can just walk round orchard all day talking to the person whom i really wanna talk to now..haiz..*I lost my way..*
JuL scribbled at 11.12 PM.Dun get left behind.
-Sunday, June 05, 2005
Life has been really tough for me these few days..My results suck just accept the fact mom..Can't u believe that every1 has different learning capabilities?Is it my fault that i always get lousy results...is it my fault that every1 else has a higher PSLE score than me?Its the holidays and i wana enjoy it..Let's wait till its bak to skool than u can scold the shit outta u..You dun understand me..If there was a contest for the person who understands me best, Its never gonna be u..its probably gonna be my really close frenz like matt,lio,tim,babax,kelvin etc..its all these people who have played an important part of my life..u have been daoing me since friday..If my results suck, den so be it!I dun wanna get stuck in some dumb 9-5 dead shit job!i wanna be in a band, set myself free,No boundary..and thats what i ahve always been hoping for...its just that so many things that i need, u won't give me..i'm 14 now..half a yr more and i will be 15..a stormy life sux and even when i'm alone, i just cannot find the peace that i need..i seriously need a phone plan..my life has just become a whole lot messier and i am left to clean up all this shit that u have done..if u wanan go mess..dun mess with me..mess with ya own life..mine is complicated enough 3 1/2
years mroe and i will be 18 by then i will be in NS for 2 1/2 yrs den i will be my own man..i am desiring for that but the problem is even now as i get older..i am just like some dead duck who grows bigger every year but gets stuck in the same dumb pond..u ban me from using the com..and i have to resort to waking jup at 5.30AM in the morning just to get a chance to use the com...If i could run away from home, i would..but where would i stay?U guys scold me like u dun treasure me, if thats e case i might as well go F*** off to the world..It would be wonderful if i can find some1 to talk to..many of my good frenz..they cannot really sit down and talk to me..listen to me talk bout my life..i guess some people i can talk to are kelvin, my new frenz annabel and camelia..these are the type of frenz that i ahve been looking for..thx guys..i hope to be there for my frenz but u, i have my doubts..so save ya shit for next time...and i dun like talking to a wall who does not give a damn to wad i say..many people thiink i have a beautiful life, they think i am lucky to have such a mom but u have only seen a side of my mom..i can safely say 95% of all my frenz only know the surface of me..Is it my fault that the basketballers pick on me?i wanna beat them up, i know i can but there are others who will beat me up too..so wad can i do?If my face damn "qian da,qian zhou,qian bian" to them, i cannot do anything..no way would i wanna end up like MJ..so all i want is if u accept the fact that i dun care bout the people around me who are sucessful..does it change my life in any way, i guess not...So if u dun understand me, then so be it..
JuL scribbled at 7.03 AM.Understanding is another step taken
Thursday, June 02, 2005
-Thursday, June 02, 2005
My results comin out tomolo..really scared hope my parents dun remember...haha and my mom is getting me a plan..finally..haiz been smsing so much..lol Hey Annabel,Camelia, u guys rawk!haha hopefulyl can form a band..sian my brother whole day keeps counting down to my exam results...retard. now i'm really tired..my mom keeps telling me bout all those JCs and shit when she doesn't even care if i am doin well in skool and i am not some gifted freak...i am just ME.ME,ME,ME.
but i cannot really do anything...Like my blog skin?and hte taggy is fixed and guys pls add my friendster at jul_nuts@hotmail.com
JuL scribbled at 7.30 PM.-.-"
-Thursday, June 02, 2005
WootS!i went escape today and it was so fun...haha went with 2 of my other primary skool clasmates...i guess everyone has their own batch of frenz..thats why so many ppl cannot make it..chao bastards..my fren anqi brought 3 of her friends cameli,jana and annabel.. haha all really funny and we realyl had a great time and kel got giddy and vomitted on the ride...sry kel, shouldn't have forced u guys to go sit those crazy rides..its nwo like 5.50 AM and i cun fall asleep..my tagboard is fucked up so theres nothing much i can do.
To everyone all there,have a good holz and if there are activities,pls call me at 91644536.thx
JuL scribbled at 5.50 AM.The Power and glory of the Sai Clan..