promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Sunday, July 31, 2005
-Sunday, July 31, 2005
man..i woke up today at 4 am and played maple...den went bak to sleep at 7 woke up at 8.30 nad got leg cramps...man then my dad helped me like stretched my leg...den rubbed some ointment in the car while on the way to church and man i think i applied too much and hurt like hell!!!!Was really nervous for the service today...screwed up a bit...wah chao nervous la....wth man...man i wished i could have played the last song but joel played it fer me.=) haha "Now i coem right before you With my hands lifted up and my hearthumbly bowed At the work of the cross....As you hung there and died you were paying the price for my life.....for my life!!!"haiz...i think god's trying to tell me something through this song...he could be telling me 'i should really treasure god cos he died fer my sins...i guess most of us in the music ministry always concentrate on playing good music and totally forget the point that the reason that we are here, the reason i can play music, the reason i can sing etc. is all made possible by the works of god cos he gave us these gifts to worship him....gained a new insight today....then just before the service my leg cramps healed then could play drums....'Phillipians 4:13 i can do all things through Christ who strengthtens me' man.....hope the week turns out fine...'screw the performance today..i think i suck.
JuL scribbled at 10.39PM. Awakening.
Thursday, July 28, 2005
-Thursday, July 28, 2005
Man...my cough and flu is getting outta hand and i am sick of eating logenges and stuff....so many side effects...feel like dying..i really hope i can recover so i can go fer sonicfest man...and really nervous cos i am playing drums this sunday man...hope i really get well soon...*coughs*life is so totally screwed luckily the weekend is heading my way.....
JuL scribbled at 10.41PM.Born in a mordern world, but not very nordern atthe same time.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
-Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Man..screw it..i am sick again...wah lao my mom la..spread throughout the household...wad on earth...in skool today still could not get bak my handphone..better get it bak by tomolo or i gonna bust the teacher's locker....haha den during maths went home cos i was sick...actually i like exxzarzerated(dunno how the hell to spell it) my cough...so went home palyed maple...haha and nwo i am like sneezing and weezing my ass off....screw it..hope the week goes fine...o yea!!going to sonicfest on saturday!!!woots!!!!gonna be so fun....haha yeaps?who's going?
JuL scribbled at 6.57PM.Sick, tired and broken inside.....
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
-Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Woah life really sucked fer me today man...Lim jun called me at 2am cos i want him to call me to wake me up so i can paly comp..and guess wad?i feel bak to sleep..o screw it...den got blamed fer some vandalism i din do...chao govind da lao shu..and den today band was like super boring today..wasting my time cos i dun really get to paly any instrument....the ppl there are ok except fer some bitchy ppl there...getting on my nerves...'Lord, help me calm down...'I gotta try to wake up later at 2 or latest 4 man..gotta paly comp..no itme in the day....luckily there's PE tomolo....
Ju L scribbled 10.25PM.Snare Drum.Percussion.=)
Friday, July 22, 2005
-Friday, July 22, 2005
yea....my 100thpost!!!=] ole!!this blog has undergone some weird skin changes haiz...eyes gonna pop after the consecutive mornings of 4am in the morning Mapling....lol yea its the weekend...
JuL scribbled at 11.00 PM. Level.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
-Thursday, July 21, 2005
Life is not realyl going to well nowadays...i am playing a performance fer my neighbour's birthday and the guitar solos are how difficult lo...really stressed up with the pressure of band and i feel that i dun have enough computer time and to top it off, theres school and all that shit cos when u die, who cares how good or successful u are?just make your life a menaingfu lone...Crazy botu maple now and since i dun have enuf computer time, i wake up at 4 am everyday to use the comp..
JuL scribbled at 4.14 AM.Life is not always what it seems
Thursday, July 14, 2005
-Thursday, July 14, 2005
O F*** man...i just fell sick..having some cough and flu...ppl..pls pray..hate living right now..haiz..cut my hair and then my mom is pressurizing me to do my work..i already sick and i am not getting enough sleep and i am not allowed to go to a doctor..theres really no logic..if my parents think that they are smarter than doctors and dun need their help, then why didn't my parents become doctors....losers....screw la...life is like at the peak of the point my my life now..really stressed out and i feel lke punching someone to help me release stress...
JuL scribbled at 5.42 AM.Life never goes the way u want it to be...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
-Tuesday, July 12, 2005
School today sucked...got sent outta class cos din bring history assignment..den there was 4 periods art...so sian..borin sia..den came home..played comp...my mom was like shouting at me when she got home..saying i was not doing my part and stuff...haiz..super irritating...wth la...lucky got PE tomolo..sian...my mom is having her mood swings again..screwed..
JuL scribbled at 10.44 PM.Psychology is controlled by the heart, not the brain.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
-Sunday, July 10, 2005
haiz..this week is so tottally suck...i had some lit test during the week which i totally forgot..so i go screwed for that..i wrote like only 1 paragraph..haiz....then there was the meet the parents sessoin yesterday..my chinese teacher is so irritating...his name is niu lao shi...he should probably got eat grass and produce milk in the farm..not teach chinese..den my handphone bill...101.32 bucks!!!!and i am paying everything on my own..so life super sux now and i have nto been goin lan fer quite some time..my fingers are itching...
JuL scribbled at 7.41AM.Peace out.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
-Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Schools bak again...went lan today after school and theres a meet the parents sessoin form i am gonna have to give to my teacher...man..the time of the year which i always hate...damnit..slept at 9 cos was really tired then woke up at 3 to play maple and made myself cup noodles Yummy!haha so here i am...early in the morning all by myself..gonna play till morning toodles!
JuL scribbled at 4.02 AM.Sai MamaX™
Monday, July 04, 2005
-Monday, July 04, 2005
Its youth day today!! haha but did not do anything much...haiz..sian playing maple..just reached lvl 8 yesterday's balloon day sux hell..8 of my classmates including me bought our own balloons...hack..den went to paly lan..used clinkz and had a beyond godlike streak!!hahax tomolo theres dumb skool..haix..anyone free for lan this week??
JuL scribbled at 10.11PM.15...theres still time for you..
Sunday, July 03, 2005
-Sunday, July 03, 2005
Went lan and played dota at home..haha no lag..me and jesse were fighting over the comp...hahx..tomolo got some gay balloon shit crap..i go sell faster den lan there..dun care liao..stupid skool..gay teachers....haiz..jesse gonna miss u man...2 years seems like eternity...wish i could go to US