promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Saturday, January 27, 2007
-Saturday, January 27, 2007
i'm in a foul mood now. and i don't feel like talking. its just everything. cause i'm sec 4, and i gotta study, can't take part in stuff, and my com's like gone cuckoo and i can't format it cause my mom has stuff isnide and she's scared it disappears.
And don't tell me sec 4 will pass very quickly and i just gotta hang in there. i've had enough of those fake retarded comments.
JuL scribbled at 11.52PM. And i don't feel like scribbling. but i don't really care.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
-Wednesday, January 17, 2007
and so everything's been hectic, i didn't celebrate my birthday well, but i can't be bothered anymore. band's insisting on self prac nowadays, and school's ending later nowadays, leaving me exhausted.
Kinabalu. its been 2 years, and time has passed so fast. and this time, 36 people are going. here's the site.
www.mtkinabaluyouthadventure2.blogspot.com . i see many people signing up, and i thank god for them. i hear people saying, "i'm gonna run up the mountain man", "so easy..no kick one lah", "eh are you gonna train with weights?" like wah lao.. there's porters hello.. 1 tip for all new climbers. DON"T UNDERESTIMATE MT KINABALU. i thought it was really easy too, and i thought the training would be enough, but well well well, it ain't that easy people. so yea, its time to start training, and this time my job's to bring more people up with me. yea. i'm just there to have fun. this year, so many people are going, and somehow i don't feel that close to the people anymore. i'm gonna miss elaine, joseph and sophia. we 4 were like crazy la... cracking jokes all the way..but its ok. there's shawn, mabel and ethel this year. and its 4 people again! so it should be fun. i'm in need of cash now.. so airline, please lose my luggage again...hahaha. well , kinabalu, i'm coming to visit you again. Low's Peak. haha. i'm gonna make my mark there this time. lol.
JuL scribbled at 10.40PM. Now we will.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
-Thursday, January 11, 2007
its my birthday tomorrow! whee! 16. a nice number. the square of 4. 4 ~ also a number which appears in times of testing. yea. i'm prepared. cause i know god's right there with me.
so to end this post off, here's a verse for you guys to ponder over. makes you really thank god for all he's done for you. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. " Romans 5:8. Face it people. you and i sinned, but Jesus still died for us. thank you lord.
JuL scribbledat 10.43PM. There is a way.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
-Wednesday, January 10, 2007
its been a week since school reopened. time has been tight. i've been going practically nuts, wth so much stuff to do. work, school, events.. i'm really stressed. but God's been there for me. God's bringing me through times of testing. and i know he wants to make me a stronger christian. i initially asked god why these stuff are happening to me. but he brought me into this storm, and i know he will bring me out of it. these testings have really made me forget everything, where your friends fail you, family starts requiring so much of you. and god just wants me to depend on him. and the other day, i was walking back home. and i looked at the sky, and it just reminded me of God's Goodness. and you know the guy with polio, yea, he said some words on the advertisement like what "i have learnt to focus on what i have, not what i don't have" and it just hit me, and i really thank god for everything. i never really actually thanked god that i could have a healthy body while thousands of other patients are lying in hospitals and kidney dialysis centres waiting for help. what i have, i never really thanked god for, but instead always asking for other stuff. which is why men are never contented with what they have. so i've been learning to trust god more, and God's been wonderful. he's restoring my frindship, and i hope he helps me restore one more. yea.
My brithday's in 2 DAYS!! get me a present anyone? haha jk. but i wouldn't mind! haha. =P yea. so thats bout it. band's going mad. and the people inside are real freaks and i'm jsut praying everyday for god to just pull me through another 3 more months to syf. yea. i've been mugging. and its full steam ahead to o levels! (:
JuL scribbled at 8.25PM. (:/