promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Saturday, May 27, 2006
-Saturday, May 27, 2006
I just came back from pahang yesterday.. crazy tired.. pretty fun though.. and i expect this post to be long, so get a cupa coffee and sit down and read. haha i'll try to cut the story short (:
Headed to Pahang..had a 10 hour bus ride and reached pahang at 7 on monday.. some ulu ulu campsite.. then had cave exploration that night.. quite fun la.. then that night cannot sleep sia.. cos the floor was rocks.. painful man.. so slept round 2.
Next day was tuesday. Did more cave exploration and did abseiling.. fun sia.. but starting quite scary.. wah the food quite shitty sia.. but compared to other groups it owns man.. then that night had solo drop.. al lthe students were in a line and 1 by 1 the trainers grabbed u and made u sit along the lonely road.. many people wre scared cos like all torches were confiscated. and if u brought your torch u would be punished.. yea but i don't see whats so scary.. i was singing christian songs to myself and also recalling Psalms 119:105. yea so pretty good.. went back to camp slept in 5 minutes.
next day wednesday woke up at 5 am. Broke camp and headed to Jaram Besu.. did water rafting there and flying fox and river crossing.. fun sia.. i like.. but i hate the campsite.. everywhere got mud.. but got toilet to bathe.. so not so bad. yea next day thursday had bamboo rafting.. quite fun.. got sunburn and my body's aching.. so yea lor.. then later that night had gathering for all the campers.. then boarded a train at 3.25 am back to singapore.. yea lor.
Thats bout it.. i cut it short by ALOT!! haha. yea. There was this trainer called Saiful.. i miss him sia.. he was like a brother to me.. but we're keeping in contact so yea.. gonna be busy this weekend so yea. Peace out (: (: (:
JuL scribbled at 11.20PM. I miss PAHANG.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
-Saturday, May 20, 2006
Its finally down to the weekend and thetime is coming in 2 days. To all church people, better give us support ok? or i'll box you.. haha jk.. but please support ok? (: weekend is here..i wanna enjoy my weekend cos i'm heading to pahang next week for some camp.. -.-.. i dun wan go la.. go to malaysia to sleep in tents for 4 nights and the bus ride there is a crazy 8 hour journey.. reach there i rot inside the bus already.. cuckoo one.. malaysia so big wana go pahang jungle.. singapore dun have jungle meh? lol.
JuL scribbled at 12.36AM.Wherever you will go.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
-Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I've been more on computer.. yea. been playing more guitar and lesser on drums. My mom's nagging me again..blah blah blah...blah blah blah..*10 years later* blah blah blah... Keep nagging me to play more of my drums to get good as jel mo -_-! wad the.. just let me progress at my own pace please people? i jsut wanna relax cos it's after the exams.. i got a whole lifetime more to play drums and also computer so just let me do things when i want.
JuL scribbled at 7.15PM. The Time is coming in 4 days time.
Monday, May 08, 2006
-Monday, May 08, 2006
Sunday was really great.the worship was really god. when i saw the heart of worship, it really touched my heart. it healed me and took away my problems of the past week. many people ahve been saying like taht i play dual instruments and stuff and that i'm lousy. but there was this line from the song "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, when its all about you, its all about you, Jesus.' then the next song, the river that flows. there was also a line "There's a river that flows, from the mountain of God."......"there is healing in Jesus's name!" and then, i felt god taking away all my burdens, him healing my heart and making me feel whole again.
The speaker was David Samborn. he was really good. then after that i went forward to be prayed for. he told me that i should not feel weak because of my imperfections. i should not be weighed down by what people say. and that was how i had been feeling during the week. everyone was just requesting a lot from me, and i felt discouraged through wad everyone said. i believe that god spoke through him to me and i thank god for it.
I gotta get my guitar soon and i mean really soon.. yea . i've been thinking bout how to get more cash btu now i'm not worried anymore. i was thinking bout all the songs that i knew, some like " Jehovah Jireh ,my provider, his grace is sufficient for me. my god will provide all my needs, according to his riches and glory. he will send his angels to guard over me, Jehovah Jireh cares for me." and also, " God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me."
Yea. i'm no so worried now for a trust god will help me. I also remember a verse, if the birds in the air do not worry about food everyday for god will provide for them, how much more will god provide for us whom we are his lovely creation? yea so thanks beto god and the glory be to him.
JuL scribbled at 11.16PM. Worship is a vector. i'll tell u why in the next post. (:
Saturday, May 06, 2006
-Saturday, May 06, 2006
Its been a busy week... had my EL paper, CL paper, E-maths, History and Physics.. yea. i think i might fail history and e-maths...maybe chinese too.. yea. but still, its done so no point freting. i've got a-maths left and chem and geog. thats all then after that playtime! hah. I need to get a new guit in 2 weeks and i need like 500 bucks more. i dunno where i'm gonan get the money but i'm trusting god for the money...yea
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
-Wednesday, May 03, 2006
I posted my last post on the wrpf website too and it has attracted a lot of attention. i guess mroe people would understand my life now. If even my mom also criticizes me, then i guess it should be a cause for concern. To Joshua and Evelyn and Alvin Lim, I'll try my best to improve. Lionel, you've been like a brother to me since i was born and i hope our relationship will stay that way. I've shared all my deepest hopes and dreams and troubles with u, thanks for hearing me out. Not many people have a listening ear.
I've just sold my guitar on sunday and now i've got a fair sum of money.. gonna plan to buy my guitar within 3 weeks time i guess. I don't have much time to go out and see guits cos i'm in the midst of my exams. But thank god for helping me to manage my time such that i have my private time to myself. for the past 2 days, i have been goin to Tampines Mall Food court to have my lunch and eat ice kachang. i know it sounds like no life but i think its help me realize many things which i never paid any attention to before.
When i eat ice kachang, it helps me relax. Its a savoury dish which i really like. I don't really like the stuff inside so at the stall i can choose which ingredients i want. 5 types. not bad deal. I was eating ice kachang just today by myself and i looked at the ice kachang and then god was like speaking to me "You chose the ingredients to be put inside the ice kachang. Every ingredient in the ice kachang is like a member of a worship team." last night, Xue xing, Nicholas, Alvin Lim, Joshua came over to discuss te worship teams and about the Tapestry. I didn't really go and overhear their conversation as like not very polite. So yea. back to the topic.
Without any of these ingredients, it wouldn't be ice kachang. though it's not the original ice kachang, not every worship team is perfect. every worship team is different. and every ingredient is important just if any member of the woship team isn't there, the worship would be different. I felt god was trying to speak to me that don't be discouraged by what the people around you say that because you play 2 instruments, you're not good enough. Its the heart that counts. You're not useless and dont feel uselss. I have a purpose for you.
Its funny the way god speaks to me. through ordinary things, he speaks to me. God is really amazing..
Our generation,living salvation.
Here we go, seeing revival.
woah long post yea. i think its one of my longest ones.
JuL blogged at 8.32PM.His last command, Our first concern.(: