Saturday, August 27, 2005
-Saturday, August 27, 2005
Its been a long week and havn't been goin for band due to some break in communication but will go back on tuesday...jsut finished aply dota used clinkz ended game with deso bkb and manta style =] Church tomolo!Yay gonna be fun and maybe taking a look at guitars tomolo with marcus...haha 1 more week to holidays...got a bad feelign something bad's gonna happn, chinese gonna fail maths i hopew i scrape through english pass la then lit shld be able to pass history pass i guess and dnt fail la screw mr teo biased freak....he sent me outta class on thursday for no apron...whack him ah.....I bring apron he scold me dun bring also scold.....retard.
JuL scribbled at 11.06PM.Teachers are weird but some of them paly dota too =].
Thursday, August 25, 2005
-Thursday, August 25, 2005
I roll all around....trying to sleep..but its literally impossible as i lie down every night and when i close my eyes i tihnk of u and its really hard to live life after everything that has happened...life ain't oging well fer me and i jut can't get to sleep...i lie in bed trying to get u out of my mind till aorund 12 then i finally sleep but memories keep comin back...and i wake up at around 4 everyday...i try to get back to sleep but it doesn't work...i dun feel liek using the comp but theres really nothing else better to do....everything between us last time..its driving me nutz......
JuL scribbled at 5.57AM.If yu' stay in my mind, life's gonna be difficult...
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
-Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Hey, i ain't told no one, i am sorry if i did anything to offend you, but how i wish i could turn back the clock, and dreamt that nothing has ever happened.It ain't possible, but we can reverse the effect. Really sorry, can't say how much i love you.I can't say it out, cos when i speak., nothing comes out, i just hope u will realize. Sorry..........It ain't mean much, but i hope that u can see there's a deeper meaning to it. If its someything i did wrong, den sorry, if its a misunderstanding, den i hope we can clarify it together, cos we ain't over yet, trhere's no closure.The feelings still float around, it ain't gonna disappear till we know what actually happened....
JuL scribbled at 5.50AM.It ain't anyone's fault, cos Love is something complicated that the simple mind can never fully understand.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
-Sunday, August 21, 2005
Had JBF yesterday was really fun haha...came back at 8 worn out and tired...today's worship was great but the 1st song was a bit too slow and the singers forgot to change to a higher key to D key after the drum solo...a bit screwed but then like we are doing it for god not for man so at least God knows i gave my best so i guess he's glad!(: haha there's school tomolo and 2 more weeks of school to holidays..getting a new guitar soon finally a guitar of my own instead of using my dad's. haha well i g2g so cya around people...
JuL scribbled at 9.19PM.I dun care wad others say about us, i dun wanan deny it anymore.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
-Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Recovered liao frm my fever but still feeling giddy...tomolo got dnt test hope i do well for it....been realyl besy and with juniorband fest comin up in 2 days i am really flustered...no time to do anything...wth..life sux....
JuL scribbled at 10.40PM.Randomness.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
-Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Woah...everyone's getting sick these days...me too woke up at 3 to paly com den drank some lemon juice...must have to much acid felt like vomiting the whole day then took some medicine..feeling much better hope i recover by tomolo....whe i wake up i feel giddy...crap..dunno wad is wrong with me man....
JuL scirbbled at 10.42PM.Phagus.
Monday, August 15, 2005
-Monday, August 15, 2005
Left the house late today, man din style my hair..went to skool looking a right idiot..haha had band photo taking toady..lol my hair was shit...lol She agreed...=) haha life is not too bad hope it gets better soon.
JuL scribbled at 9.29PM.Jerks.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
-Sunday, August 14, 2005
had church today then had practice foir next sunday's worship. Woots was it good man...yea the nwent fer baptism but wasn't really that fun...guess its so boring no one really cares what we do there...so jsut sat around and palyed football....haha got skool tmolo ,hope god blesses me this week guess i gonna fail science test tomolo unless i pray and study my ass off....guess my results are so screwed this year...but who cares??i wanan perform and stage form a band and paly music and preach His Word. I dun need education to do that!'I dun care what they say about me, its alright....its alright..'
JuL scribbled at 10.08PM.Miseries.
-Sunday, August 14, 2005
Went for band today at 10 finished at 12, Den went to church for jamming at 2.30. Woots! Rocked my sox off...best jam session i eva had..thx josh!(: It first started out crappy but soon we began to liven up..too bad the singers could not make it except evelyn haha so they tomolo gotta learn the songs=go baptism later -_-' Real tired and fianlly figured out the solo for what the world will never take and figuring out Salvation is here now. Hope life gets better and i will improve in drums and guitar.Lord help me to use my body to serve u lord...i guess no matter how good we are in our instruments, we too are instruments used by god. So any credit should only rightfully be claimed by the lord.Gotta stay focused on god instead of palying good music.Gotta let god control my hands and legs...Haha
JuL scribbled at 12.43AM.His banner over me is love, His Love........
Saturday, August 13, 2005
-Saturday, August 13, 2005
Yea its end of the week agian!haha got band tomolo and juniorband fest is 1 week away...jaming tomolo too haha gonnah av lots of fun learning al lthe new songs yea..arrived at skool late today 7.30 haha but raining so late is 8.15 haha so lucky next time rain i sleep later a bit...haha well its late liao so i g2g gonan paly some guitar and practise some tabs now..
JuL scribbled at 12.26AM. D a s H. W a I t I n g F o R A c c E p t a n c E.
Friday, August 12, 2005
-Friday, August 12, 2005
Came bak frm Malaysia on monday..was real relaxing and wow i hav become more tanned =] Went to school today and Mr toh wanted to see me bout the mr teow incident....zzz. wad the hell man, mr teo not independent at all, msut depends on others to help solve all his problems..not like he emperor or something...man today g2g see him...sai..cannot sleep....
JuL scribbled at 3.42AM.D o t Z...
Saturday, August 06, 2005
-Saturday, August 06, 2005
Sian...had band today...one of my most boring sessions...wanna go sleep man..flying off fer malaysia tomolo..wah lao..Mr Toh wanan see my Mr teow also wanna see me...long hair.....no badge...talk bak to teacher...wad the hell man....screw life....i wish i could go fer FOP....
JuL scribbled at 12.08AM.Dun be a Jerk.
Thursday, August 04, 2005
-Thursday, August 04, 2005
Yea...finally recovered...and paid my phone bill...was like asking the whole class yesterday for moeny so i could pay my phone bill...now i am like super broke and going to malaysia on Sat..dunno why no one ask me go FOP on friday...wth la..they dun wan then dun wan lo...screw it..life is really stupid rite now...today in DNT, my teacher coem my bench mark my fren book nvr mark mine..then i go do workshop he dun allow cos my book not marked then i ask him mark he dun want...biased Mr Teow i say i go complain to principal he scared liao...wth la...the n ishout at him and walk out of class...talk aobut courage...tomolo got band...real tired..failed my maths test..gonna fail chinese one too..tomlo got Lit test...failing it too....wth la..school's meant fer us to fail...
JuL scribbled at 10.06PM.Kelen's Dagger of Escape.
Monday, August 01, 2005
-Monday, August 01, 2005
Today was ok....i really gotta pay my phone bill.....my mom bugging me fer my bill haha....and going to tanjong Puteri over the wked...so hope i get well....but i cannot attend FOP =( man...really looking fewrward to it then now cantno go....man....real tired...
JuL scribbled at 10.49.Illusions of the mind.