Tuesday, January 31, 2006
-Tuesday, January 31, 2006
tired....CNY is finally over...but the mood still lingers....skool's back again...boring me out..and to top it off, i sprained my ankle while rushing to pasir ris..haiz..long story...ws rushing to pasir ris..cos had a dinenr with my dad's polyfrenz at 5.30 which i came to know aobut at 5 onli..so rushed from euge's house and took bus 135 to serangoon mrt...then took a train with justin a nd titus to punggol meeting jeremy on the way..then after that there were no cabs...so we ran to a road junction to find a cab..then i tripped over a curb and fell...sprained it quite badly...and i sitll gotta go skool tmr...sianz...but i gotta think positive...hm....when i fell how was god blessing me??i guess i'll find out soon....LOL...hm.. so overall the day was pretty ok..went round visiting people....but my ankle is hurting nuts now...haiz..Dear Lord!Help me! U are the strength that i need
I thought things were goin to work out,
Seeing more of you.
But i guess i was wrong,
Being somewhere where i didn't belong.
Your smiles, Your laughter,
were some of the things i missed.
I spent my time thinking of you,
to reflect back on what i never noticed before.
I try my best to give an impression,
but i guess everything else..overrides it all....
JuL scribbled at 9.17PM.I dun care what they say, i hope you don't too.~Hot Pink.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
-Thursday, January 26, 2006
Really tiring week and CNY is comin up..had a geog test todae but i guess i screwed it up....well i'm goin to work harder..no more slacking...2 years of slacking is enuf for me...gotta open my eyes and watch where i'm going...tmr goin back to KHs my primary skool...maybe look around that kinda stuff..so sian..then maybe heading dow nto orchard after that for some cell thing..was listening to a cs which my dad played in the car...he got it from his colleague...its Pastor Joseph Prince from the Rock auditorium..New creation church...was hearing his message..."Perfect love casts out fear...but the perfect lvoe is not ours as our love is fluctuated..itstead its GOD's love...Blessings come to those who belive God loves them..I belive..
JuL scribbled at 11.17PM.There is not fear cos' God loves me.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
-Sunday, January 22, 2006
Argh.....today's worship was totally screwed up....haiz...buns...i practised so hard for salvation is here...and everything was messed up and we moved on to free....somore the bass drum pedal cocked up...cannot step properly..chao.....haiz...dunno la...i thot today's worship was ok...but i did a really shitty job...and the fact that my monitor was not on means i could not hear anything....hope the soundmen can pay more attention when i ask them to help me on it...haiz.....feeling discouraged...wad a way to end the week...when it could not have been worse...haiz...another week of school to look forward too....sian diaos....-.- somore todae no one wanan go out..all go play bball...so diaos sia...boring.......
If there's anything u wanna say,
Anything that's bottled inside,
I can offer u a ear,
A shoulder to cry on.
When life seems so miserable,
Dun forget i'm standin right next to u,
Listening to your sorrows, yet not speaking,
Cos my love cannot be put into words.
I've been seeing less of you,
Yet we're so close i can just hug u.
When we're so close, yet it seems so far,
My love for u has no boundaires.
~PrEEttY B()Y
JuL scribbled at 10.13PM.Alonging only you can feel.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
-Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Its been really tiring since i last blogged....really busy...had a bbq to celebrate with my mom's frenz...as usual it was with my mom's frenz....but htis time cnanot use com...was really pissed man....yea...church was pretty ok...the worship was kinda screwed.....me and lionel were cut off at some parts and i was really soft....sian....kinda sucks...well it was back to school on monday...haiz... boring...this year sec 3 bags are like so damn heavy...lol....havn't been able to use the com for the past 2 days.....now got like 5 mins from my mom to blog...haha...well its gonna be a tough week ahead in school....but i got a bunch of cool frenz like chrinstine, wei yang, kaiden, maxine....yea bunch of cool people....haha(:...guess not that bad....been reading harry potter and the half- blood prince..covered like 300 pages ytd...i need someone to lend me order of the phoenix!!!i cannot merge the 2 stories.....haiz.....
I've been missing you.
I think of You day after day.
I can't stop thinking bout the past times.
The care and concern i show, can u feel it?
I feel stupid cos nothing i do
Seems to be working the way i want it to be.
I've taken the most desperate mesures,
but there seems to be no chemistry between us.
Is there more than this to this?
I believe love has no boundaries.
What you said were just to comfort me i guess?
I hope not, cos i will be waiting right three for u.
JuL scribbled at 8.17PM.( )
Friday, January 13, 2006
-Friday, January 13, 2006
Been a hectic week....school this week was so not fun...so much work, and the fact that my tuition has resumed...):..Thursday was my birthday, realyl screwed up....rushed around school trying to claim back my dad's trolley which i lost 2 years ago....lucky i got it back....rushed to change my school trousers cos they were too big...and also had to get back my thumbdrive....sohai..then stil had tuition...at least i got a new handphone...not so bad...yea..well i can go out either on saturday or sunday to celebrate my bdae...so see when u guys free....(: peace out.
JuL scribbled at 5.17PM.Blood-shot eyes.
Monday, January 09, 2006
-Monday, January 09, 2006
had a ok weekend....lol..went to church, had practice after church...lol tmr is a holidae!!haha can sleep!!and enjoy...might be goin our to study though....maybe go play basketball too...lol....haha i have an announcement to make:
MY BIRTHDAE IS IN 3 DAYS TIME!ON THE 12TH OF JANUARY!CHECK OUT MY WISHLIST OK PEOPLE?*winks*
haha yea...finally my favourite dae has come again...lol (:
well thats bout it...peace out.
JuL scribbled at 9.46PM.I spend my days sleeping on my bad thinking of you day and nite.
Friday, January 06, 2006
-Friday, January 06, 2006
1st week of school just passed...lol..but it seems like eternity..4 days onli...but for me its hell....got caught for my hair on tuesday wednesday and thursday....stupid man...this year my school is chao strict...spiky hair also want catch...like its my fault...i dun make it spiky when i go school...i leave it as it as, and it jsut stands...and the teachers ask me to cut...wtyff. cut makes it stand even more right...so diaos lor...but i still wanna thank god for bringing me through the 1st week of school....got some teachers this year which i got last year too...but teaching different subjects...overall this week was quite slack....but the time seems to pass so slowly..i like my maths teacher though...his name is Kumar Kamlesh...he's really nice....he does wad James 1:19-21 says...he's quick to listen, slow to speak adn slow to become angry...tahts really good...haha...but i dun like my geog and physics teacher...lol...hope next week gets better....i dun really like my class though...alot of weird and funny people....but got some nice ones though....every clod has a silver lining...haha...(: long pants feels nice...now gotta see hqwo to make it look nice on me...well guys peace out.
JuL scribbled at 6.12PM.Found in your embrace.
Monday, January 02, 2006
-Monday, January 02, 2006
i just came back from SGC...was really fun there....thanks guys!Now i would like to express my special thanks to..
-GOD, for guding me through everything and without him this chalet would not be possible!
-Joel, for making this chalet really fun, cracking jokes and stuff..haha tiancai eh?(:
-mabel, woah!dota pro liao seh..haha..lina inverse eh?lol, for welcoming me to serangoon cell!haha its been a blessing having YOU around!=)))
-justin, muthu's curry~lol thanks for sleeping with me on the 1st night(eh!no dirty thoughts hor!LOL)..
-isaac, for sleeping with me on the 2nd nights...lol!again no dirty thoughts hor!
-ethel, for bringing me so much joy in the chalet!haha
-eugenia, hey!for mixing around with me!woah!u cook eggs so pro ah?LOL
-alvin, for driving me around and giving me more CS frags!lol =P
-2nd John, for teachiin me lots of stuff and and hanging out with me!(:
yea the chalet was really fun...haha the 1st day me and joel were late to start the fire...but we made a public apology.....lol thanks uncle xavier and
Ramesh oops i mean barnabas for helping us cook the food...lol
Thanks nick for teaching me how to play harmonics!was really useful!
yea thats bout it....got school tmr...zzz....hope it goes well......
JuL scribbled at 9.53PM.Holy is the lord of heaven.