rotting at home today has made me ponder about many things. how some poeple can be so preoccupied with their own stuff, they forget the friendships they have forged with one another. they are so caught up in their own lives, they dont realize there're people who want to be here for them, and expect the same from the other party as well.
friendships fail. everything that can be seen is temporary. i see even my closest friendships forged breaking down. my best friend has other committments, has higher priorities in life now. my close friends are too caught up in this education path which is all just a perception conceived by the deceived human mind. that a degree, or a certain qualification will take you this far to life, but in fact, none of it really matters, because the human brain forgets 70% of what is being processed. even without a qualification, the simple human can perform just as well as the guy next to him, but being humans, we all seek for a level of attainment, to seperate, or so to say sieve out individuals of various intellectual levels, to slot or insert them into a social ladder, based on their comprehension of a certain topic, subject, which has no relevance to what society offers.
but there's jesus. thank god for what he did for calvary. that no matter what, he's gonna love me the same. loves me so much, he can never love me more, neither can he love me less. he loves me the same, no matter how many rights i do, how many wrongs i do. loves me no matter how many A's i get in life, loves me the same no many how many F's i get in life.
and thats my jesus,
and thats,
your jesus too.
he never fails. hes your adonai.
