Tuesday, March 31, 2009
-Tuesday, March 31, 2009
long post today. you guys deserve one, for the very few of you who know my blog is still up. (:
just did a personality test today . i'm an Engaged Idealist.
Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring - especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people. Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.
Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.
Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life - they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.
and when i read through the characteristics, there were some parts which werent very accurate, but roughly pretty accurate. i didnt like some parts of being an engaged idealist though. but as i was reading through the characteristics, god just said to me, 'son, i created your personality. but personalities can be changed. and this test, made by man, is flawed, just like mankind. but be concious of me, and you'll grow more and more to be like Jesus. and thats the personality you should develop.'
encouraging, to even see god speak in the simplest of things.
oh yes ! i've freaking cool parents, and an awesome brother. i know its weird to talk about your parents but hey man, god made me realise that i've got freaking cool parents, and i'm proud of it.
my dad : he listens to lady gaga and timbaland man. dont mess ! and he's got an 11,000 song library, and you guys think you have alot of songs ! think again man rofl. and he's a line dance instructor. zainan. and you guys havent even heard him sing yet. and he used to be a model, and acted alongside lim kay siew before ( he's frankie foo in PCK lol )
my mom : she listens to chinese songs okay ! not the cheena pok ones, but raelly a-mei and all that. imba. and she's a chinese scholar, and she's imba at languages. and she's imba at doing accounts man. but one thing bad is that she's not willing to sponsor my driving boo :/ my she's still cool man.
my brother : best brother i ever had. i always thought it wasnt cool to be close to your sibling, but my brother's really one of the reasons who gave me a reason to love, who helped to soften this heart of mine. he dances really well, even though he's not in dance. he learns moves so damn quickly. check out his head moving stunts, moonwalk and airwalk. he doesnt really dance, but in terms of moves and technique, he's got it :) he sings imba well as well. singapore symphonic orchestra choir. and people think they're all that just cause they're in schoool choir. LOL. my brother sang in front of the president thanks :) lol. and he's really, really sacrificial. when my dog poops around the house, he readily cleans it up, cause he knows i dont like to do it. he's freaking awesome.
and there's that. and i thank god, that he showed me how to appreciate my family. so much more. and better late than never. i pray that one day, they'll see the true abundance of grace that Jesus left us, and that we'll soar together like eagles. amen.
my family's got a new car ! woooo. fiat panorama. heheh ! cant wait to drive. rahhh !
oh yes ! best cell member is coming to stay this friday ! yay ! freaking imba. i want to request for her to be my sheep ! cant wait. 2 more days !
-Tuesday, March 31, 2009
and so what if they pay 500k ? people say why not give the money to the poor. they just had a charity drive last year, and the news dont make a big fuss out of it. when they give to the poor, its not reported at all. when a pastor who draws 500k , people make a big deal out of it. so what if they pay him 500k ? he's one of the very few pastors who preach radical grace, and by god's grace he gets paid 500k. he's blessed according to god's riches and glory. why do we criticise ? aer we saying god doesnt want to bless us ? or god cannot bless us that much ? because if you say god gave you his son, and does not give yo ufinancial blessing, then god values money above his own son Jesus. nothing could be further from the truth. he gave us the best that heaven has, how much more will he give us FREELY, all things, if we seek first his righteousness.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
-Sunday, March 29, 2009
man. i cant make it to ncc tmr. should i go first service ?
nahh dont think i will. my cell needs me.
Friday, March 27, 2009
-Friday, March 27, 2009
there was this competition on habbo, where we put in our used voucher codes, and there might be a chance to win 30 credits if we get chosen. so i registered two of my voucher codes, which i purchased on that day itself. and guess what? i prayed before submitting it, and totally forgot about it, then i was juts roaming around the habbo page, then i was like whats this event winners thing ? and then i opened the page, looked at the info, and i saw my avatar name. i was like why's my name there !? and then i remembered. i was chosen randomly for my voucher codes. and i was freaking so damn happy, jumping around. and after all the commotion, i remembered i submitted a second code, in my other account. and.. GUESS WHAT ?? I WON FOR BOTH ACCOUNTS. I GOT 60 CREDITS WTHECK PRAISE GOD. TO HIM BE ALL THE GLORY. my avatar's name is girlfriend! and hulemak. girlfriend! is my main avatar. (:
you know how difficult it is to win? supposing that 2500 habbos took part in the competition, out of the 30, i won one of the spots. and for two accounts to win its crazy !! imagine :
the probability of winning is 30/2500 for one character. = 3/250. thats crazy. thats lesser than 1.5%. but the probability of winning for TWO characters, is 3/250 MULTIPLIED by 3/250 . and that is 9/62500. THAT IS SUCH A SMALL PERCENTAGE. let me put in it in percentage for you. 9/62500 x 100% = 0.0144%.
that is not even 1%. insane.
and i got it.
just a simple prayer, and the simple faith in his finished work.
thank you jesus. you're awesome in everyway. need to jerk the religious slacks out of some people man, who think that god only works in your spiritual life. and they limit what god can do in their lives.
16 Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
not only does he want us to come to the throne only in our times of need for our spiritually, but for every need, be in physically, spiritually whatsoever.
he wants to bless you, people ! in every area of your life! your health, your your business, your work, your school, EVERYTHING. and by rejecting that blessing, by believing that god doesnt want to bless you in every area of your life, is insulting the blood of jesus. the blood that bought your soul, the blood that saved you, the blood that will grant you anything you want in christ. people used to tell me, "wtheck you play games also must pray ah. you think god will help you in your game meh. crazy." and i used to reply, "believe lor." i used to pray that we'll win when we played dota. and cause its a win or lose kinda game, i didnt use to credit it to God when we won. and now, god shows me, in any area, seek first his righteousness, and all these things will be ADDED unto you. amen. god is so damn real. thank you jesus. its not about the credits that matter. its the small things, where god will find every area, every excuse, to bless me. how great, is our god.
he's my jesus. he's your jesus.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
-Wednesday, March 25, 2009
kbox is really not my cup of tea.
Monday, March 23, 2009
-Monday, March 23, 2009
i made it for first service thank god ! filled and blessed again. time to touch people.
one of my members is interested in grace ! oh man. i'm so damn happy right now.
to you: receive the teachings ! god will bless you in your life, in every aspect, cause he came to give you LIFE, and LIFE more abundantly. damn. i've got a wonderful member, but an awesome Jesus. woo !
many things i'm looking forward to do this week. ( not in order )
1. caramel frappe at starbucks, probably at fullerton.
2. Gelare's on tuesday maybe.
3. BEACH ROAD PRAWN MEE. nom! nom! nom!
4. sushi or steamboat buffet MMM.
5. purchase my grain wine oil !
6. more feeding.
anyone care to join ? but i can always go myself if no one's free (:
Sunday, March 22, 2009
-Sunday, March 22, 2009
hoho. 705 am. i'm up. time for feeding ! ciao.
-Sunday, March 22, 2009
i've recovered from my burns so thats a good tihng. thank god for his divine protection amen. (:
bunked over at mabel's ytd, followed by a short nap at melly's. feeling kinda stoned, and tired.
finally tmr is feeding time again. i cant wait. (:
Thursday, March 19, 2009
-Thursday, March 19, 2009
sentosa tmr. looking forward. Jesus, no burns, cause in you i have divine health.
amen.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
-Wednesday, March 18, 2009
marina barrage today was good. photos up soon. a meeting with classmates at chomp chomp went great as well, and finally, to end off the night, a meeting with my dear cousin, lionel. fantastic. feel so encouraged now .
Monday, March 16, 2009
-Monday, March 16, 2009
rotting at home today has made me ponder about many things. how some poeple can be so preoccupied with their own stuff, they forget the friendships they have forged with one another. they are so caught up in their own lives, they dont realize there're people who want to be here for them, and expect the same from the other party as well.
friendships fail. everything that can be seen is temporary. i see even my closest friendships forged breaking down. my best friend has other committments, has higher priorities in life now. my close friends are too caught up in this education path which is all just a perception conceived by the deceived human mind. that a degree, or a certain qualification will take you this far to life, but in fact, none of it really matters, because the human brain forgets 70% of what is being processed. even without a qualification, the simple human can perform just as well as the guy next to him, but being humans, we all seek for a level of attainment, to seperate, or so to say sieve out individuals of various intellectual levels, to slot or insert them into a social ladder, based on their comprehension of a certain topic, subject, which has no relevance to what society offers.
but there's jesus. thank god for what he did for calvary. that no matter what, he's gonna love me the same. loves me so much, he can never love me more, neither can he love me less. he loves me the same, no matter how many rights i do, how many wrongs i do. loves me no matter how many A's i get in life, loves me the same no many how many F's i get in life.
and thats my jesus,
and thats,
your jesus too.
he never fails. hes your adonai.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
-Sunday, March 15, 2009
to YOU: you know who you are.
dont backstab me and make it seem like my fault. time shows all true colors. i look at you, and i wonder how we could've been good friends last time. so easily influenced, never having an opinion of you own, and thinking you're all that. trust me, your character aint nowhere near there. i sometimes wonder if you'll ever be mature enough to last in a relationship with a guy. xoxo my ass.
-Sunday, March 15, 2009
bahh. i had wanted to blog a nice blog post, cause today's been a good day, but i just lost all the mood to blog suddenly. ahh whatever.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
-Saturday, March 14, 2009
been busy with pearlyn's birthday! hope you had fine nu-er (:
HAPPY 18TH! WATCHMEN TIME!
<333
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
-Wednesday, March 11, 2009
results are out. sorry they're undisclosed. but it doesnt matter what people say about me, doesnt matter what the school education determines about me. cause i know i gave it my all, and if its good enough for God, and it pleases Him, then nothing else matters. because i live only for one purpose, to give my utmost, for His highest, cause He gave the best of heaven, just for me. he took the cup of death, wore the crown of suffering, took the whippings of pain, so that i might take the cup of salvation, wear the crown of Kings, and that i might have the same resurrection life which flows through Him flow through me. what a revelation. so that i might have all things through Him, and accend with Him to the highest place, and all i have to do, is believe, and rest in His goodness.
may i realize this reality more and more day after day. amen.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
-Tuesday, March 10, 2009
FREAK.
i need a job. i'm bored at home.
went to jurong swimming complex with justin, melly, samgoh, david, shawn, jeremy and brian. awesome fun there, coupled with awesome company. had a great time, and i find myself thankful that i get to spend some time wiht my dear justin before he enlists this friday. my 2 dearest buddies, gone to be a man.
nothing much to look forward to this holiday. bored. probably gonna spend time listening to sermons, and work on my music.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
-Sunday, March 08, 2009
back from chalet yesterday, but was too damn tired to blog. chalet was good. thank god. much better than the one last sem.
i think about the holidays but nothing interesting seems to be happening in the coming days. sigh.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
-Wednesday, March 04, 2009
class chalet's tmr and its a mixed bag. excited cause i've been to nsrcc two times, so familiar grounds make me happy. (:
but i think back of last sem's class chalet and i guess it makes me not look forward to it much. cause it was boring. hopefully this one would be better. and not forgetting i'm broke. zz. just feel like going into zainan mode and stay home dota and eat cup noodles.
i've just loaded my playlist for tmr's chalet. retro and mambo songs, and some rnb hiphop to party the night. (:
Monday, March 02, 2009
-Monday, March 02, 2009
i'm always forgetting waht i wanna blog about. wt.
-Monday, March 02, 2009
couldnt make it to ncc today. i woke up at 6.30 but was too damn tired to get out of bed. so i decided to attend wrpf in the end. thank god the word was good. something short, but its so applicable to where i am in life right now. he's my good shepherd, in him, i shall not want. amen.
gonna be a crazy week. mahjong plus chalet. woooo. looking forward. may i neverfind myself in want, because i believe, and speak, that he's my good shepherd. amen.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
-Sunday, March 01, 2009
yes i changed my blog picture. new year. new picture. but new year i mean poly year. (:
feeding time tmr, and i cant wait woohoo. :D
the days been good, and spending time with LTT makes me happy (((:
to you : sorry friendships are twoways. and i wont apologise sorry. just giving the treatment you give me.
