The past few days, it was pretty tough for me to experience God's love. i lost 10 bucks in the chalet, and so did my friend KC. the thought just pisses me off, that one of our friends would steal from us. we dont know who it is, but it just sucks, if your friends would even resort to steal from you. so difficult, cause i kept dwelling on my money lost. i kept telling myself ' dont focus on the money. focus on jesus.' so yea, didnt find my money, but i trust in God that he'll shower with more financial blessings. and its so tough sometimes, and we ask " how do i know Jesus loves me ?" because the bible says so. when you dont feel his love, dont lose hope in it. because Jesus still gave his life for me, like i was the only one on earth. thank you jesus.

2 Cor 3:7-8 Now if the ministry of death, which was engraved on stone, came with glory, so that the Israelites could not look steadily at the face of Moses because of its glory, fading though it was, will not the ministry of the Spirit be even more glorious? 

stated so clearly in our faces, that the law is the ministry of death, why do we keep choosing to follow it? i've been taught all my life, to follow the 10 commandments. sure if we follow the law it'll bring about holiness, but through GRACE, believing in Jesus that he's your saviour, the way God looks at us is the same way he looks at Jesus. Holy and righteous, someone who has kept all the 10 commandments. Through grace, God sees you as you've followed all the 10 commandments, and is a holy man. so damn straightforward, and i cant believe people still want to follow law. you cant do both! law or grace. choose. you choose both, you become lukewarm, and god will spit you out. 

Let he who has ears, let him hear.

Let he who has eyes, let him see.