Wednesday, July 30, 2008
-Wednesday, July 30, 2008
life. has. been. exhausting.
just finished and handed up my Principles of Aeronautical Science (PRNASC) on monday. and today due a 1 slide presentation for introca and APEL portfolio. not to mention my intro report which i really put in alot of work got me a measely 54. scripting the server, tapestry practices, meetings for black and white camp. exams in 3 weeks. i dont know what to do. and i've been hearing different views on christian life. and i'm just confused about how to live my life for jesus, and how i'm supposed to spark back this fire. i dont know how to judge which is right, because everyone's quoting from the bible, and when i pray for god to show me, i dont see it, or maybe i'm just unsure if its really him.
Jesus, be my vision
Sunday, July 27, 2008
-Sunday, July 27, 2008
hey all!
sorry i havent been updating. had quite a lot of work the past week to finish up. and yea, creating my own maple private server. you may say maple's a waste of time, i agree, but yea hosting my own server should be fun. something different i guess, and i get to learn about scripting and all, so yea its educational. (: and education doesnt make your balls shrink. anyways, it finally up. there are some cockups in the server. like skill points and all. but yea, dont worry i'll fix it probably by sunday or monday, if i'm able to handle my workload.
Anyway, if you guys would like to play my private server, please download hamachi. its not public-private server yet. mainly its just for friends first. then after that i'll make it public. cause i'm new to this, so 1 step at a time. well download hamachi at this site, http://hamachi.en.softonic.com/ . then, install it and after that, open hamachi. there'll be 3 circle buttons at the btm of hamachi. click the middle one and select 'join an existing network'. network name is AviateMS, pswd is ams. yes please join! after that, go to this link, http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?o32iybweaxm, and download the client. oh yes, you need global maplestory. just google 'maplestory 0.55 download' yea. you need version 0.55. after installing it, copy the client, AviateMS into your maplestory folder. Lastly, make a shortcut, and place it on your desktop.
FINAL STEP. IMPORTANT. CONTACT ME AD SAITHELORD@HOTMAIL.COM THROUGH MSN OR CALL +6594875333. I'LL CREATE YOUR ACCOUNT AND YOU'LL BE ABLE TO PLAY! :D
hurry join AviateMS! new server now, so gms will be recruited soon! (:
EDIT. I JST GOT TO POST THIS UP.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=io4e0Rxg5J0&feature=related
BEST ROBOT EVER. AND ITS FREAKING HILARIOUS. JUST LOOK AT HIS FACE. HE AINT YOUR AVERAGE ROBOT. HE'S KICKASS.
JuL scribbled at 12.59AM. AMS.
Friday, July 18, 2008
-Friday, July 18, 2008
tapestry audtions tomorrow. i'm excited, but yet nervous. i'm not really confident of our two songs. but like lionel says, all the more we should trust god. i'm pretty sure we'll get in. cause we've really done all we could to set our focus right. to share the love of christ, that only jesus's love can set you free. though we'll most probably get in, unless the committee cant appreciate music, i'm worried about how many slot we can get. i'm praying for two slots. though i want two slots cause i know its gonna be more fun and all, but i mean who doesnt like fun? it'll be good as well, since we have two slots, so those friends who cant make it for the first slot can come for the next one. double blessing of god's love.
anyway, i've finally quitted maple. i've finished all the powerful vocations, in order of bishop(magician),nightlord(theif),bowmaster(bowman),hero(warrior) and finally back to the strongest job, bowmaster. (: 5 rebirths in total. yea no more stuff to do. so i quitted, pass my stuff to rizuan. the addiction was so strong, it strained my walk with god. but i've gotten rid of it. thank you lord. anyway, for those of you who wonder who's rizuan, he's my best buddy in tp. he lsot his wallet today btw. went with him to go look for it but oh well, cant find.
here's pictures (:
Rizuan!
Here's us in maple (: he's the dude on the left. for some reason, he likes to make his character look like him in real life. notice the hair rofl.
JuL scribbled at 5.56PM.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
-Wednesday, July 16, 2008
life has been slack, but my spiritual life hasnt been really that good. though i've started to spend time with god probably 2 times a week, i know its not enough. maple is seriously eating my life away. but i guess its become an addiction. lord, help me to quit. everytime my spiritual life starts going up, it drops soon after that. really discouraging, but i'm trusting my saviour everyday, to help me to realize the truth. its gonna be hard. but god, i believe you'll help me realize the truth and create a breakthrough in my life. thank you for the people around me who provide me with inspiration, never to give up. that there are people around who still seek the revolution, who wait upon the lord for that same revolution first to take place in their lives. lord, i proclaim you'll revolutionize my thinking. amen.
anyway,a side post. 8th august. black and white. NC16. please come, for those of you who meet the requirements. why should you come? cause if you want fun, then come. youth camp's still 4 months away. happy waiting.
JuL scribbled at 12.59AM. jessie.
Monday, July 07, 2008
-Monday, July 07, 2008
sunday was pretty packed up, with a newly reformed music team. yea had our first practice, and it was a pretty good practice. new members, new dynamics. i'm looking forward to our future practices. (:
tapestry practice tmr. our audtion's on the 19th by the way everyone! yea. please pray hard. i'm really counting on god to help us, cause i dont think our two songs are really that solid. and with the new committee, they might not know us, so we might not get the evening slots. oh well. i'm just really praying. anyway, i'd like to share this song with you guys.
Hillsong United - Love Enough
Your love’s enough to see the broken hearts
Gain a brand new start with a brand new heart
As the faithful hope in things unseen
You’re enough to see all the things they dream
Come to life
We’re living in the Saviour today
And this day is what we have now
In this moment we have chosen to praise
And it’s changing how we live now
Your love it broke my fall
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better
This love will see me soar
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better
Your love’s enough to see the humbled man
Find the cause of Christ
With his outstretched hands
As the cripple grabs his mat to walk
You’re enough to save him from the pain he bore
My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
My life is now secure
My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
And in Your hands my future’s brighter
JuL scribbled at 8.52PM. he'll see all your dreams come to life.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
-Saturday, July 05, 2008
life has been okay i guess. a mix of both good and bad. well, i got back my test results. not fantastic. i failed one subject, another 2 are average, and my last a distinction. so it balances out to roughly a GPA of 2. cant say i'm happy with my results. but hey i thank god for all he's blessed me with. it could have been worse. i mean in secondary school i was failing everything. so yea. first two weeks of school have been flooded with due reports and projects. but at last its finally over. father, i thank you for helping me to pull through. usually i would have given up.
luke 6:46-49. it talks about the wise and foolish builder. maybe some of us just go to church on sundays, praise and worship god, and after that from monday to saturday we dont behave like christians. we dont fulfill what god has called us to do, such as the great commission, the 10 commandments, love the lord with all your heart, mind, soul strength, love thy neighbour as thyself etc. we often try to fit in with our friends, usually not behaving like christians, and also never really bothering to share the gospel with others. when people talk to us about christianity, we sometimes feel uncomfortable, and just shrug it off and change the topic. god should be a part of our lives everyday, and not just on sundays, or when we need him to help us. i pray that god will help us to make him part of our lives, not only on sundays, but also everyday.
well to end off the week, i had a chalet with my FO empire, fyrhto. i came after cell, which was around 11 plus? yea it was really good. played games and all. when i came back home i was really stoned man. i looked something like this when i got home:
yea so that kinda ends off my week. tapestry practices are going fine. i forsee obstacles, and spiritual attacks. but i know god will see us through. he's been there the past two years, i'm very sure he'll be here for us this year as well.
JuL scribbled at 11.21PM. love enough?
