promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Sunday, June 29, 2008
-Sunday, June 29, 2008
and death comes and reminds me how much it hurts.
she was beautiful, she was a blessing, she stuck with me through 8 years. always quiet, never saying anything. she was so active, always ready to play.
she showed me and made me ponder what i'm doing with my life. am i who i want to be. she was the best she could be. even though at the very end, she hung on still.
god i really prayed lord. i really asked for a miracle lord. but in all circumstances i'll praise you lord. i will lord, no matter how unwilling is at the moment. show me how you're going to use this to bring you glory, or bless me.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
-Sunday, June 22, 2008
darn i'm feeling sian. went out today for lunch at LJS with the rest. then headed home. didnt have much mood.
i'm feeling really sian. maybe cause school's starting tmr. maybe cause i'm gonna meet school people again and i'm afraid that i'll be known for being a slacker. maybe its cause my dog's sick. maybe cause what i thought would work actually couldnt start. maybe maybe maybe. sigh i'm at a loss.
i need a friend now. not party people, i'm in no mood to party. not crazy people, i dont really feel like going crazy at the moment. i just need a true friend. i doubt many people know what it is, i doubt i do myself. cause i know i havent been a true friend for someone. i'm sorry serene. i'll do better.
thanks alex. its been such a blessing and honour knowing you.
and maybe i'm just feeling emo. zz whatever.
i'm trading my sorrows,
i'm trading my shame,
i'm laying them down
for the joy of the Lord.
easier said than done.
JuL scribbled at 7.46PM. tapestry - a cloth.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
-Wednesday, June 18, 2008
hello all. i'm back frmo church camp! yea it was pretty good and all. but it should have been a day longer, and also lesser meesages. i konked out near the last 2 messages. too heavy. but yea overall was pretty fun. got to catch up with people i havent had time to talk to such as ethel. she's always busy with her work, so never had time to talk to her. church camp was really a great opportunity. (: bunked with zhang and actro. zhang's always mugging, but during this camp, we had qutie a bit of fun. no rush to go home whatsoever. just do whatever we want. went crazy with justin and actro as well, going crazy and doing all sorts of nonsense stuff. ROOM SERVICE. hahaha. asriel too. havent talked to him in a while, but this church camp really helped us to bond back, and draw the friendship closer. mabel same lor. but didnt hang out with her and nat as much during this trip. like didnt have much time to hang around with them. and they were with other people so yea. but yea, we had fun when we met up (:
wished lio was around to join us. it'd have made church camp so much more fun. he's a cool dude. but he has his crazy moments. hung out quite a bit with him before i left yea. he's a aussie land now with his mom, brother and sister. he's getting a pair of havis from aussie for me, and speaking of which, i lost my yellow pair in the camp so kinda sucks.l thank god for giving me such a wonderful cousin and a brother to look up to.
been mapling quite a bit. i cant believe i'm playing it, cause i'm really anti-maple. i'm playing with asriel a private server, not bad, get a try out new stuff. but i hope i wont get hooked on it too long. school's starting next week, and i got 2 projects to be due. but i'll take it slow. really wanna have all the fun i can during this holiday. i muggedh ard for my exams. i deserve this. just hope i'll do well. okay pictures. if blogger wont be a bitch and allow me to upload photos that is.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
-Sunday, June 08, 2008
hello all. exams are out! yea i'm hoping to do decently well, probably average a B for all the subs i hope? and if god helps maybe an A? (: dont dare to hope too much, cause i didnt really study like crazy for the papers. i mean i did study, and by julian's standards itsp retty good cause julian doesnt study.
went over to lio's place after cell to bunk over cause he's alone at home. his dad went to the US, mom and brother went over to aussie to visit his sis. so yea. drank a bit, and then went to xfire to play lan. played till about 3, headed back to his place and dota-ed till 5, and thus resulting in me waking up at 11. really good. got to catch up with him after such a long time of not seeing him. there's been a miraculous change in him, and he's really inspired me to really get back onto the track of my walk with god.
didnt attend ophix workshop today. guess i can say bye to 2G ophix. but i dont really regret. catching up with my cousin was really worth it. ophix, legend i know, and i really wanted to go, but i'm so shacked and deprived of fun after the exams. i just really felt like not following my schedule, and instead do what i feel like doing.
so anyway, went down to city hall to have dinner at sizzlers with lio and wenhao. then went home. pretty good i must say. yea thats about it. no pictures cause 2 guys dont really take pictures. kinda gay. so yea, gotta go. church tmr.
JuL scribbled at 1.31AM. fill me.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
-Thursday, June 05, 2008
hello all (: sorry i havent been updating. well there hasnt been anything much, just exams and shit. total waste of time so i'd rather not blog about them.
band dinner on monday! though it was like in the middle of the exams and i had introca paper, which is the one i suck most at, i still went for band dinner. headed over to mayves's house to slack and all, while the girls did their makeup and stuff then down to My secret garden! food was pretty alright i guess. not worth my 55 bucks, which i could have used to go to marche and have a nice dinner. but well, band dinner's only once a year so yea. went crazy with the rest and it was really good to see everyone again, after splitting to go our seperate ways, some to the mugger JCs and others to the wunderful poly (: and some with their love life getting into the way, we finally met up (: me, weiyang, clement, gary, ziqing, jolyn, mayves, julie. <33 them to the max. hard to imagine i came into a band without friends, and at the end of 2 years, i've met some of the best people in my life. okay musnt be emo. pictures (: if i can load them that is. blogger is shit, allows me to load only like 2 pictures. basket biased against drug addicts.
screw i cant upload. zz dao lah. you guys wanna go see, go to my friendster.
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=510088112
JuL sccribbled at 1.30AM. wunderful.
