promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Sunday, July 29, 2007
-Sunday, July 29, 2007
tapestry's over. and i've got mixed feelings about it. sure it was good. it was even better than the raptured last year. the band fusion was there. i could just feel it. playing all you wanted with the girls, all of the above though we didn't do that well. and we screwed up stars. and people say think positive. and i know i've grown so much through this event. as a guitarist, even in the spiritual aspect. i just thank god for all he has done, but somehow after this event. i feel just so lonely, so lost, that life is just gonna go on, and i got my prelims to worry about, and i can't just sit down and tlak to someone over coffee without worrying about the time and what time's my dinner, and when's my exams and all. i'm jsut really lost, and i don't know how i should feel. happy that 91 people came, or sad and lost cause this event will only ever be an event. i love the band. nathan, lio, shawn, ethel, amanada, rachel, joe. and not forgetting matt and evelyn. its just gonna be hard to forget this event and all. these are the best times of our lives.
i remember panicking about the intro and all, and all of a sudden everything seemed stable, and i started the intro, and then the stars intro. and tohugh a bit too fast, we didn't stop and we just hit the song. and like a robot, the songs just kept running, and in a flash, i rmember rocking to the beat of all of the above, and then another flash, and i was watching story of his life do their songs. and in another flash, i'm sitting staring at my lcd screen blogging this and tapestry's over. the countless hours of practice just for a half hour of enjoyment. was it really worth it? i don't know. and no one's gonna change my thinking. its something i have to decide on my own.
like the song gone by switchfoot.
"like al pacino's cash, nothing last in this life. "
JuL scribbled at 12.24 AM. the band.
