promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Sunday, May 20, 2007
-Sunday, May 20, 2007
i just catched blades of glory with some of my old pals. missed them quite a lot cause we've drifted quite a bit. was funny but not really worth the money at the same time
i haven't told my mom yet about my results. i'm afraid to do so as i've failed all my subjects except maths with a 51/100. its been a great drop from term 1. i dunno why but i know i really studied hard for my mid years. but i really wasn't expecting this. and before the mid years i went out with my friends to study . and my mom is probably gonna use that against me like hwy i still get such shit results. ah. i dunno what to do. i'm scared. and somehow god keeps tellin me to take faith and trust in him. like in cell today rachel shard about faith. and from philippians 4:4 i think. there was this part which hit me. and the peace of god transends all understanding. and like aunt shanti's word today. about communication. and there were some parts. like assurance and all. and even aunt cynthia(claudia's mom) came and told me. "but you did your best right? your mom told me you were working hard" and somehow i feel that everything's gonna be fine and all. and that everyone understands. but somehow i go a gut feeling i'm gonna die. i need faith man. i dunno. maybe in church and outside i seem fine. cause i dun wan my fear and sadness to hit others. yea. i'm gonna waitch spiderman 2 now. bye
JuL scribbled at 8.23PM. redemption.
