church today. i expected today to be a really fun day, going out after church and doing something fun. but guess what? things never really turn out the way you want it to be.

we went to kfc to eat and then swensens. yea. the ice cream which i paid 7.30 for was smaller than tim's which was the same price. basket and mine had 2 scoops. so did he. at the point in time, i was kinda pissed already cause i wasn't called along for lan, which is like at crossfire which is super convienient for me. wtyff. i'm not the best player u can have around, but yea, school's boring and i need to unwind. if you dun want me along, at least don't voice out that u guys went without me. you'll understand the feeling when you've been pangsehed. and so i went home today, at like 3? super early which is one of the earliest times i go home form church on my own. and i think to myself, "was i right to judge them?" ah whatever. not one cares, so i shall not too.

was thinking about friendships and i just realized that i've helped many people patch up friendships as the middleman, but i'm nvr able to patch up my own. and worse, lose friends. darn. the feeling sucks man. but whatever man. i've got school tmr, depressing. i don't wanna have things on my mind. or i'll pms and get monday blues.

tmr and it'll be 1 week since syf. but it feels like it was a month ago. but i still feel sad inside. but you try not to shot it. darn cca steps down this tuesday. from syf practices and everything, though i haven't got many friends in band due to certain issues, i feel more attached to band. i really love band and i really regret not joining band in sec 1 and being not fully committed to band. hai. but i remember and relish the times, the killer practices, the practice which brought us a silver. ): but i'll always remember twe.

temasekwindensemble.

percussion.syf'07.

the times which i'll never forget.

JuL scribbled at 7.07PM. if it ain't you.