promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Sunday, April 29, 2007
-Sunday, April 29, 2007
mid years start tmr. i'm so excited. WOW.... yea. today's main was good. but i beg to differ for the youth. yea. had a good time talking to mabel at mccafe today. heh. anyways, i'm not much in the mood to blog. so yea, i'll end here. (:
JuL scribbled at 9.17PM.(:.
Monday, April 23, 2007
-Monday, April 23, 2007
and 4.5 hours of mugging from 4 to 8.30 is insane. heh. my brain is totally fried. trigo identities, circles, emaths shit. but its really fun. studied at siglap mac with jicheng dino and huat. owned man. uber fun. now i know why adults say they miss school. cause in times like this, you just gotta do your best, never having a high post threat which adults do such as bosses, family, etc etc.
muggin buddy, jicheng! (:
the 'pro' sax player (:
JuL scribbled at 10.07PM. identity proven.
Monday, April 16, 2007
-Monday, April 16, 2007
i would just like to say that i was just in a bad mood ytd. guys have pms too you know. and i'll like to say sorry to everyone whom i've offended. triffles should never destroy a friendship. its from the devil to tear the christian body apart. i'm sorry all.
JuL scribbled at 9.30PM. sorry seems to be the hardest thing to say.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
-Sunday, April 15, 2007
church today. i expected today to be a really fun day, going out after church and doing something fun. but guess what? things never really turn out the way you want it to be.
we went to kfc to eat and then swensens. yea. the ice cream which i paid 7.30 for was smaller than tim's which was the same price. basket and mine had 2 scoops. so did he. at the point in time, i was kinda pissed already cause i wasn't called along for lan, which is like at crossfire which is super convienient for me. wtyff. i'm not the best player u can have around, but yea, school's boring and i need to unwind. if you dun want me along, at least don't voice out that u guys went without me. you'll understand the feeling when you've been pangsehed. and so i went home today, at like 3? super early which is one of the earliest times i go home form church on my own. and i think to myself, "was i right to judge them?" ah whatever. not one cares, so i shall not too.
was thinking about friendships and i just realized that i've helped many people patch up friendships as the middleman, but i'm nvr able to patch up my own. and worse, lose friends. darn. the feeling sucks man. but whatever man. i've got school tmr, depressing. i don't wanna have things on my mind. or i'll pms and get monday blues.
tmr and it'll be 1 week since syf. but it feels like it was a month ago. but i still feel sad inside. but you try not to shot it. darn cca steps down this tuesday. from syf practices and everything, though i haven't got many friends in band due to certain issues, i feel more attached to band. i really love band and i really regret not joining band in sec 1 and being not fully committed to band. hai. but i remember and relish the times, the killer practices, the practice which brought us a silver. ): but i'll always remember twe.
temasekwindensemble.
percussion.syf'07.
the times which i'll never forget.
JuL scribbled at 7.07PM. if it ain't you.
-Sunday, April 15, 2007
blogger's still giving me problems.
and its been a slack week so far. and its almost a week since sypf'07 but it feels like its passed like a month? but i still feel the sadness, the pain.
church tmr! i'm happy. sorry all, but dino's not coming tmr. he's coming next week. i've made a pact with my new found best friend! i'm gonna stay off lan. heh. my best friend says i can't resist the temptation. i bet i can! yea. mid year's coming. notihng to look forward to, and my notebook's still not in yet heh.
JuL scribbled at 12.08AM. chance.
Monday, April 09, 2007
-Monday, April 09, 2007
teamsek wind ensemble. silver.
what on earth la. we sounded superb, mistakes were little and were almost inaudible. and we got a SILVER. and another school which as zat said 'butchered' the set piece, got a gold. what the yams man. i cried like shit. cried and cried. and what zat said, 'there's no 2nd chance. you'll never ever play albireo again'
its over. i can't believe it. just as the song goes pass vivace and agitatamente, syf is over.silver man. what on earth. ah.... i just don't know what happened to us. the best is yet to be.
JuL scribbled at 10.17PM. Crash Cymbals.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
-Saturday, April 07, 2007
yeaps. i've updated my blog. i'll settle the soundbox another day. meanwhile, enjoy. (:
Thursday, April 05, 2007
-Thursday, April 05, 2007
and my blogger does not want to publish my damn post. *&$%#&! i can't stand it.
syf in 4 days and my nerves are slowly chilling to freezing point as the day draws near. the night practices drain my energy each day, but somehow i like the night practices. (:
i feel that life is just dragging me around like i'm a dog. i'm not sure waht i want to do with my life, and everyone seems to be changing, the friendships drift, the misunderstandings, and I think it's DIGUSTING. yes disgusting. it just draws everyone away from each other, and it prevents all of us from growing together in christ. people show just stop picking at the smallest things, and just forget it. leave it behind. there's no point carrying it with you as extra baggage in your heart. doesn't help you, destroys your spirit. yea. no names man. its jsut general, even to me.
maybe i'm just tired, and i wanna rant, but everything i've said is what i really feel. GROW IN THE LORD . bear one another in love. 9 minutes to good friday. show others the love which he showed to us.
JuL scribbled at 11.50PM. for God is love. and we should demostrate the love that we gave us.
