promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
-Wednesday, January 10, 2007
its been a week since school reopened. time has been tight. i've been going practically nuts, wth so much stuff to do. work, school, events.. i'm really stressed. but God's been there for me. God's bringing me through times of testing. and i know he wants to make me a stronger christian. i initially asked god why these stuff are happening to me. but he brought me into this storm, and i know he will bring me out of it. these testings have really made me forget everything, where your friends fail you, family starts requiring so much of you. and god just wants me to depend on him. and the other day, i was walking back home. and i looked at the sky, and it just reminded me of God's Goodness. and you know the guy with polio, yea, he said some words on the advertisement like what "i have learnt to focus on what i have, not what i don't have" and it just hit me, and i really thank god for everything. i never really actually thanked god that i could have a healthy body while thousands of other patients are lying in hospitals and kidney dialysis centres waiting for help. what i have, i never really thanked god for, but instead always asking for other stuff. which is why men are never contented with what they have. so i've been learning to trust god more, and God's been wonderful. he's restoring my frindship, and i hope he helps me restore one more. yea.
My brithday's in 2 DAYS!! get me a present anyone? haha jk. but i wouldn't mind! haha. =P yea. so thats bout it. band's going mad. and the people inside are real freaks and i'm jsut praying everyday for god to just pull me through another 3 more months to syf. yea. i've been mugging. and its full steam ahead to o levels! (:
JuL scribbled at 8.25PM. (:/
