promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Monday, December 11, 2006
-Monday, December 11, 2006
life's been hard, the school holidays are really dull, and i sometimes wish i'm back at school. but life's really boring now. i'm heading off to KL for the planetshakers conference tmr and all of a sudden, i'm having mixed feelings about going. all my friends are back here in singapore. justin, mel, mabel.. only joel and shawn who are close to me are going to KL. the myanmar team is flying off this wednesday or thursday. can't remember. so i can't send them off. so yea, mel! take care! sarah, you too! though i know my closest buddies matt and tim will take care of you both, so no worries :D.
i went for mel's cell chalet on friday till ytd. really fun but the 2nd day was really boring. so yea. it was an okay chalet i guess, gave me a chance to slack and have fun after a whole week of band camp. yea. i've been doing 3 hours of work everyday since the school holidays ahve started in november and i seriously wanna quit and just enjoy the rest of my holidays. my mom is bugging me till the end of my nerves. i sleep till 10.30 and she makes noise already. can't someone enjoy some sleep after staying awake for 44 hours? yawn. so yea. my body's getting weaker, most of my energy is gone, and from what aunty salome said, my face looks really pale. maybe its cause of all the stress. and my mom says i don't eat enough veggies when i do. the rubbish people talk about these days,
but well, i've gotta obey and honor my parents no matter how much i don't want to. so i'm praying and praying that i'll be able to do so and enjoy the rest of my holidays. i'm really not enjoying my holidays this year and somehow i don't look forward to christmas. Lord, help me.
JuL scribbled at 12.52PM. She's always never there for me like she used to.
