promise
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to seperate us from the love of God
that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 839
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
-Tuesday, December 05, 2006
i've pretty much gotten over the fact the the myanmar people have left.. but now there seems to be so little church mates left. and not many people to go out with.. pastor kenny's msg really spoke to me about success. i really wanna succeed in my guitar. but sometimes, i get carried away and think that i'm reaslly good and that i made this far on my own. but god has actually paved the way for me. i'm just walking it. realyl gotta reflect on myself. yea.
so since the myanmar people are gone, my brother's over at lionel's place but my mom doesn't allow me to go which is so -.-! i'm getting lonely and bored at home. i gotta do work everyday and i'm like going crazy. not mentioning the 10 hour band practices that i have. and the people keep talking about committment. and its not like its my fault i've got other committments like work and church stuff. and yea, god's more important than church and some of them even tease me by asking me to quit since i'm so committed to church and just go become a priest. i dunno what to say, but i'm afraid i say the wrong thing, so i jut shut up. but band is really getting on my nerves. the crazy nutty long practices, and their hurtful insults, well, i'm just taking it all in cause anything that can't kill you will make you stronger. and i'm holder on to Romans 5:1-5. so i'm hoping god will just hold me there and support me, and also help me to enjoy my holidays. though i haven't enjoyed my past 1 month holiday..
been hanging out with mabel, justin, joel, serene, mel.. yea around that group.. but mabel went to malaysia today, justin went to dunno where, and serene's going off to who knows where..so there's only me mel and joel left. and joel has shool. so its just me and mel. shawn's always at home never coming out, so yea. where's everybody when you need someone. i guess mel's still here. THANKS MEL! =D. YOU'VE BEEN A WOOOONNDEER,WOOONNDEEERFUL FRIEND! (:(:(: so yeap. life's been sucky and i'm so looking for ward to going KL next week. no more band anymore. even my conductor, Mr Glosz, is pissed with the band and he's gonna quit. i guess i'm not the only one. so no need to see all those heartless people for a week. i'm so excited. here i come planetshakers! (:
(P.S. i don't care if my band people read this, cause its the truth. truth hurts, i know.)
JuL scribbled at 10.55PM. XD
