Thursday, November 30, 2006
-Thursday, November 30, 2006
two days since myanmar team went. i don't really feel the loneliness. but i'm constantly being reminded that they're gone cause i've got no one to go out with nowadays. no matt or tim to talk to on msn. lionel's not online often. john's gone too. melissa's gone off to thailand. and here i am stuck in singapore rotting my life away. this really sucks. and to top it all off, i've gotta do 3 hours of work daily and a 1 hour tuition of chinese with my mom. -.- and what's more. i'm supposed to stay over at lionel's hosue tmr, have some fun jamming wiht him, but my mom doesn't allow. so only my brother is going over. and we're supposed to go to UMA UMA RAMEN for a buffet!!! ah.... so i'm too bored nowadays and i only have justin to talk to and asriel. but asriel has school. so its quite impossible to go out wiht him. so that totally sucks. man...life's getting really depressing nowadays.. matt! tim! john!! mel! i miss u guys!! hurry come back!!
me and matt at UV! the retarded shots we took! haha. (: miss you matt. hurry come back!
whee! long hair!! the motivation. to get back whats lost. and whats mine. :D
ok i've got nothing else to say already. too depressed to blog. where's everyone when i need somebody. i guess what mel told me was true: when people say they are there for you, most of them don't mean what they say.
JuL scribbled at 10.28PM. Oye Como Va - Santana.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
-Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i'm gonna get a job soon. i know its kinda late. but better late than never. yea. been visiting minds cafe quite a bit, fellowshiping and having a great time. myanmar peeps are going off tmr. i'll be there to see them off. seems like such a short time ago where i had to see my childhood buddies go through the glass exit, going to a place full of strangers and a place where people need God's love, and also, going to a place where i can't go.
So to matt, tim, sam, take care and have fun there. but don't forget lio and me ok ? to john, i've gotten to know u alot better. hope you'll have fun there! go grandpa! (: sarah! mel! its gonna be your turn soon. don't worry, i'll be there to see you guys walk the path where i can't go. oh screw. my friends going to the place where i can't go. sucks man. but i'll save the tears for tmr. ah....
This collage i've made sometime ago. all the memories. i'll never forget. the things we did together, these are the people who have made an impact in my life. i really thank god for all of them. One day, i'll show all these pics to my grandchildren, and i'll say to them : " See! even grandpa has a life ok?! who says grandparents have no life and just stay home and sit in their rocking chair everyday? lol. =P
THE RAPTURED . yes! haha. Alvin, Lionel, Swong, Sushi!, Matt, Elaine, Serene, Evenlyn and me. haha yea, we ahd really good chemistry. but can u see someone behind all of us?( you can't see him i know...) its God! yes. he's been there helping us all this while. whithout him, this band would not have come together. thank you lord. Tapestry 2006.
Poof! where have they gone? Raptured?
swong and me. jump of the century! haha. i love this! haha. tapestry once again. lol swong!! u better come back to church. we'll jam stars one day ok? i promise! (:
JuL scribbled at 11.48PM. United We Stand.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
-Sunday, November 26, 2006
Stars-Switchfoot
Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone,
Everyone you looks so lonely
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars The stars, I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Begin to look like home
Everyone, Everyone feels so lonely
Everyone, yeah everyone feels so empty
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I feel like myself
When I look at the stars The stars, I see someone...
JuL scribbled at 10.31PM. twinkles.
Friday, November 24, 2006
-Friday, November 24, 2006
Its been.... almost a month? since i blogged. so much stuff has been happening but thank god everything's been sailing pretty ok. i've recently had re-exams for amaths and physics. i cleared both! means i do't ahve to drop and i can go for youth camp! haha.
i just came back from youth camp today. haha. it was....pretty ok i guess... there were not many activities but i guess its ok. many wacky moments like anthony doing his hardgay sutff and singing chasing cars... ROFL. then justin and me. CRAZY HORSE! hahaha. really funny. but there were not many fun activities and this camp was kinda sian. not much stuff to do. the last night extended worship was what i would say average. disappointing i guess. but nothing can be done. hai. the last night taunting till the next morning was really fun and we passed the time playing bluff! though this camp wasn't as good as the past camps, i still miss it. the fellowship, the people.. hai. at least sunday's coming! we better go out people! whee!!!!
the camp has exhausted all my energy and i'm feeling lethargic, just not wanting to do anything. haha. my immune system has lowered and thus i'm getting virus attacks like sore throats, phelgmn and also a loss in my voice so been constantly praying for healing and a touch from god. this year's youth camp is a disappointment. but like waht joel said " there can be a different place, more people, but how fun the camp will be depends on the people" thanks joel for that advice. i took ait seriously, went insane during the talenttime show, and i hope everyone enjoyed themselves! lol. oh yea, and eugene plays bluff really hilarious. go watch him play one day.
here's a shoutout to some of the people in the youth camp.
matt: hey dude! thanks for making this camp fun for me. this camp has strengthened our friendship. may it last forever! we'll grow old together and when we're all old with gray hair, we'll sit at the park sipping coffee thinking back about the past! lol. XD
mel:hello! thansk for hanging out with me throughout the camp. since i've known you, you've always been there for me. thanks! (:
justin: crazy horse! haha hilarious working with you. lol. gotten to know you better through this youth camp and i thnak god for someone like you. ha. ;D
lio: hey dude, u came for one night only. but it was really good jamming with you. seems like we can relate really well. well, cousins for life after all! =)
timchan: hey dude! haha. you've got a really nice sense of humour! always making me laugh with your wacky attitude and your comments! lol. (:
sushi-shawn: "Hello, my name is muthu." "And my name is Sushi". ROFL. Sushi's curry! haha. your laughter amkes me laugh even more and we both went crazy during this camp. lol. "Don't talk to him! He's loser!" lol. :p
mabel: hello! its been a long time since we talked and this camp has strengthened our bond. all the way girl! thanks for being there. nice hair! :)
jmo: hey dude. DT fan! haha. thanks for that piece of advice. hanging out wiht you is really fun. doing all the cocky stuff. hahaha. >.<
john2: hey you! haha. thanks for teaching me how to play bluff. and you've got a really nice laugh! lol. we should get together and play more bluff or else head down to your house and paly board games. ha. (:
sofit-sophia: hey sports woman. lol. u really funny ah... haha. i've goten to know you better through this camp and i thank god for it. =D
babax-asriel:hey dude. thanks for coming down. playing bluff till the wee hours of the morning was really insane. haha! (:
ok. thats about all. haha. well, nice good overall, but truth is, this camp is the worst camp i've been to among all the youth camps i've been to. maybe more planning would be better. i gotta go rest and sleep. i've been awake since ytd 5am. so thats like... 39 hours without rest. hah.
JuL scribbled at 8.41 pm. I believe.
