Tuesday, July 07, 2009
-Tuesday, July 07, 2009
hoho. shopping on sunday was goooooood. awesome company. hoho ! shopping makes me happy heh.
was just watching some videos on youtube, mainly michael jackson. when he died i didnt really feel anything. and i'm not supposed to, cause i dont know him personally at all. but the more i look at his dances, moon walk, airwalk, earthwalk, and tons of others. you guys go search dangerous on youtube. and search michael jackson dance, and go to the one which is michale jacson best dance moves 1958-2009. he's so good, that even his backup dancers dont even come close. his style, or what we call 'got seh'. no one's gonna be able to emulate him. and all his moves are original, and every one is a classic on its own. and we're never gonna be getting more of those moves, and ever see them live. thats sad. when i think about it, its sad. and his songs, never gonna be performed live. i dont care if he's black or white, or grey or blue, he's a class on his own. nowhere near evlis, or any other artiste. he's a total different style. in my opinion, he looked good in black, and even in white, he looked good. he might look like a freak, but who says freaks cant look good. sighh. such a talented man, died just like that. and i guess i'll never meet him in heaven. :/
in the very end, its not about what you do on earth, its not about your service to god, its not about how well behaved you are on earth and how well you follow the laws and be obedient. its what you believe in. because your life is from faith, to faith. romans 1:17
does matter what your qualifications are, achievements are, they really, at the very end, dont matter. even isaiah says in chapter 64, your works, are like filthy menstrual cloths. doesnt matter if you guys dont believe me, and this what i'm saying is crap. cause the bible says it. and you can go choose to do so-called "righteous" acts till you die, and wait for god up in heaven tell you when you die that your works are like filthy menstrual cloths which are thrown away, or you can rest in Jesus, sit at his feet, and work out of rest. you choose.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
-Sunday, July 05, 2009
didnt go clubbing whatsoever tonight. went to sentosa today wit fyrhto today, and then headed down in the evening to meet danny. good company, great fun (:
i'm drifting away slowly.
sucks.
i really wonder what happed which made it to this. :/
but i'm secure in Him.
Friday, July 03, 2009
-Friday, July 03, 2009
my life would suck. (without you)
all the assignments are finally OVER. thank god.
everything's finally over. this week has been a crazy week. i really cant remember much about it. i know there was airport systems project, airport systems assignment, APEL, airfield systems assignment, management of air cargo assignment. management of aircargo was just insane. airport systems project, airport systems assignment and APEL were all due on wednesday. so its like crazy, rushing all the work. airfield was due thursday. management of airc cargo was due today. crazy man.
this whole week passed like a fizzle, and i seriously dont remember much. i finished up most of my assignments pretty early in the week. like roughly tuesday. but its stil crazy, cause i didnt wanan be stressed out by the whole load of work. and i gave my best for the work, not cause i know i need to buck up, but cause i know Jesus deserves nothing but the best. so just give it all.
i thank god for the company. danny, justin, ying xuan. thank you robyn for your singpost source as well. saved my ass man. finally its done. i got a few things on my agenda, so here goes :
(in order of priority lol)
1. i need to go for feeding at newcre. mama.
2. catch up with danny at BR. OH YES. danny, i apologise for the phone call today. phone went flat, so i didnt know you werent going to be able to make it. my apologies.
3.catch up with MUJIA. sorry meizxz. things have been really busy. i apologise ! D:
4. lepak with justin, gerald, danny, ying xuan and whoever else wants to lepak. I NEED TO CHILL. starbucks anyone ?
5. rebel zirca ?
6. play SIMS 3. its sitting on my desktop waitign to be played ! fongyee's started it already, and it looks freaking damn fun crapppp. i so wanna start playing SIAN.
7. hmmm.. i'm dying for steamboat. danny, yingxuan, justin, gerald, steamboat ( the one in fron of partyworld) soon ? :D MY TREAT AH. :D
heh i just did a dance video last night in school. yea i stayed over in school to do aircargo. good fun. ahahaha. but the video's kinda laggy, and its not very well done. so i'll do another one soon. ahaha. dont expect too much ! i lousy one lol.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
-Tuesday, June 30, 2009
life is weird, but somehow good.
now i think to myself, 'aiya, just finish all the report, can go slack already. go out drink, chill, talk cock. thats what matters.'
but then, in actual fact, there's much more things in life that matter. like your results, which will determine your future whatsoever, your career. thats much more important then this chill relax life that you want now. then the slack and chill activity suddenly seems like not important.
but then, when you really think about it, this life is temporal. and everything here, whatever you cultivate on earth, is gonna fade away, like the morning dew. the money, the qualifications, dont count for anything. and even works for the lord, dont count for anything. and all of a sudden, it seems like everything on this earth, just doesnt matter anymore.
and thank god. because in my results, qualifications, i'm really far off. i'm somewhere beneath there, below all the smart freaks in my class, course etc. but you know what, it doesnt matter. and its not about my works and love for God which matters. its His love, his one obedience at the cross, which matters.
its not about right doing.
its about right believing.
and my heart, inside, shouts for joy, because i know that things of this earth, striving for them, is dumb.
and i love the way pastor mark says it. he's a chinese speaking pastor, but he spoke in place of prince once. got the tape. he said 'we're all here on a tour. in the end, you'll have to go back. so dont go free and easy ! stick with the tour group, you'll never go wrong.'
just amazing. stick with the tour group. the people of grace. stick with the tour guide. Jesus. you'll never go wrong.
it doesnt matter what my results are. it doesnt matter what my qualifications are. it doesnt matter what my standing in life is.
what matters, is where my standing with God is. and man, i know where i am. i'm at the right hand of God, seated, with my
LORD.
HEALER.
FRIEND.
PROVIDER.
BANNER.
LOVER.
FORTRESS.
ROCK.
SHIELD.
STRENGTH.
CREATOR.
SERVANT.
PEACE.
SAVIOR.
BEST OF ALL.
MY JESUS.
Monday, June 29, 2009
-Monday, June 29, 2009
i want to preach in youth and adult service! rahhhhhh. :/
god's lean mean preaching machine is ready !
Saturday, June 27, 2009
-Saturday, June 27, 2009
its the weekend ! hoho. its been a really good week once again, and i thank god for the really small things, for friends, for my four day school week, which is just awesome.
went down thursday night to ZEERKAH again. this time it was a large group. there was me, justin, gerald, aizat, danny. and danny's friends came along as well, ying xuan, eugene, amost ans shi sheng. shi sheng's a cool guy man. and really nice too. he opened a bottle of chivas for all of us, and wanted to open another bottle if there wasnt enough. but paiseh alr ah, open one bottle already. then headed home after that, and went for sushi with dione zac and my brother at white sands. good food, but annoyign service. there was this annoying waitress. cao bugger. ask me, i'll tell you about it. lazy to type out everything.
last night, headed down to justin's place with gerald, and bunked over at his place. good lepak session, and of course some dota. heh. fun time. then woke up this morning, went to do project at pearlyn's place, came home, and went out to meet justin and gerald again for dinner. hoho, havent had popeye's in awhile.
good week. next week, will be even better.
marcus : hello marcus. yea where sin abounds, grace super abounds. i think we shouldnt be too bothered by sins in other people's lives. we juts preach the forgiveness of sins, people's lives will change. conscious sinning or unconscious sinning, still sin. but god's grace forgives all sins. and it is the power unto salvation for all who believe. amen. (:
Thursday, June 25, 2009
-Thursday, June 25, 2009
good times ! things are just getting better and better. because the word of god says that the path of the righteous will only get brighter and brighter amen. (:
justin's birthday last thursday, and the pictures are here ! i had a really good time, awesome friends, awesome company. sorry danny ! that you couldnt be there :/ going again tomorrow ! with justin, gerald, aizat, hopefully danny, and yingxuan maybe ? heh. :)
gerald, justin and me ! :D
the people who went! hadi and fey's not in the picture :/ heh sean got high damn fast. loolol. yea he's the half naked guy. ahahaha.
hahaha another picture of us, fey went to find his friend.
half of sean, justin, me and mujia. lolol ! justin was high by then alr . lol. awesome face man.
okay man, rest of the pictures are online on facebook. i'm lazy to go and post up.
whew. assignments are all coming in a chunk man. frekaing alot, and its difficult to get into the momentum to startm moreso cause its the first week of school. i'm still in holiday mood. there's APEL, airfield systems, airport systems assignment as well as project. my group totally did the airport systems project wrong, so gotta redo, so kinda sian. but something really cheered me up, and reminded me god's sovereign over my life:
i came home, went on facebook and saw this ! mannnn. when i saw pearlyn type that, i know, that somehow, she had a revelation she was saved by grace ! awesomeee. pearlyn, you'll be blessed. definitely. His grace is enough to take my life from eternity in hell to eternity in heaven. its more than enough to bring me through all these projects and assignments.
i kept proclaiming its the dektos year of the lord these few weeks, that this year will be the year of free favors and salvation which will profusely aobund in my life. and guess what ! though my phone which i sat on, the screen cracked, my contacts are stuck inside, though the phone couldnt be repaired, i proclaimed that it was a multiplier for god's blessings over my life. and i managed to recover my contacts ! i used nokia pc suite to store onto my pc, then transferred it to another nokia phone, then in to my sim card. GOD IS GOOD. :D and my cracked phone, in original condition, can be traded in for 200 bucks, but i called up this guy, and he's offering me 160 for my cracked phone ! WOOOO. god is goood ! he always provides ! GOD IS FAITHFUL, TIME AND AGAIN.
where sin abounds,
grace huperperisseuō. - SUPER ABOUNDS, EXCEEDING. AMEN.
